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Have you Ever Really Loved your Parents? – Part One: DAY 86


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Have you Ever Really Loved your Parents? – Part One: DAY 86






Who I Am as Money – continued

(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)

We’re in this post, with  now having the understanding of our relationship as energy to substance, as walked in the previous posts, with how we have given ‘life’ to energy/illusion at the sacrifice/compromise of substance/physicality/existence as real/reality. Within this - how we have constructed/created ourselves into memories/characters from memories/characters of those that has gone before us: and thus walking WHY we’re in fact ILLUSION and our beingness/substance and the physical-body/this physical existence as substance-manifest is the REALITY that is and always has been compromised/sacrificed for the Illusion as Energy/Mind/Memories/Characters to survive/exist and maintain its ‘life’ from the taking/stripping of what is real, and piecing ourselves into separation within ourselves as Illusion.
To walk this relationship between illusion and reality, we’re going to have a look at, from childhood our relationship to our parents/siblings – in how, our relationship to our parents/siblings is/has always been designed/manifested from and of a multi-dimensional relationship of MEMORIES within ourselves that we created/manifested/constructed within our MINDS. And so how/why we have thus never in fact really had any real/substantial relationship with our parents/siblings within the entirety of who they really are, never in fact really met/saw them within the entirety of who they are, as we’d only design relationships/characters towards them within our Mind that would serve our interests/intentions/preferences only.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself, to in equality and oneness with and as life, energy and substance, the mind and the physical, from the beginning to now – seen, realised and understood how with me as a child, with my automated consciousness existent in the merged-relationship between: my beingness, my Mind Platform/Framework and my Parent’s Minds/Memories – where:
My Beingness - consisting of/existing as memories/characters I have accumulated/manifested throughout my lives that I lived on Earth, into and as my very beingness that had come to define my very nature as a being, as -all the characters/personalities I physically lived-out that became a ‘living pattern/habit’ within and throughout my lives - that became ‘me’ as my beingness as the acceptance of ‘who I am’ within and as my very beingness. And thus, whatever characters/personalities within/throughout my lives I physically lived-out/embodied consistently within space and time, would manifest a merging of acceptance between the mind, my beingness and the particular-specific personality/character I would physically/habitually live-out. And in this merging of the character/personality with the physical and so my beingness: I would within my very beingness accept the very nature of me within my ‘who I am’ as a being – equal-to and one-with such characters/personalities I had come to physically/habitually live-out in my mind, beingness and physical merging/relationship within and throughout my lives. 
My Mind Platform/Framework – that consist of/exist as the automated functioning/movement of and as Consciousness as a multitude of interdimensional-dimensional, multidimensional programs that activate the moment my beingness merge with the Mind Platform/Framework. As substance’s (my beingness) relationship to energy (the interdimensional-dimensional Mind) that give ‘life’ to the Mind as energy consume substance, with this relationship between my beingness and the Mind that becomes me in my physical-living, as through and as the Mind I come to create my Characters/Personalities I will embody/manifest within my Mind-Physical relationship within and throughout my life on Earth. And so, my Consciousness within the Mind Platform/Framework programs in its relationship to my beingness, together with my Parents’ Mind/Memories – will be the initial System from and through which I develop/manifest the Future ‘me’ as Characters/Personalities from existent-memories manifested within my Beingness, Mind and Parents’ Mind.
My Parents’ Mind/Memories – that initially merge as a platform within my Unconscious-Mind of my interdimensional-dimensional Mind merged with my beingness. With this platform consisting of/existing as primarily only Memories representing Characters my parents created/manifested in their mind-physical living, consisting of/existing as a multitude of multi-dimensional memories and characters that they manifested in all dimensions within their Mind – within their conscious, subconscious and unconscious mind. Memories/characters that they either fantasized about or actually lived-out; all of it transferred into and as a platform within my Unconscious-Mind that would become an entire database that my automated consciousness would use to develop, construct and manifest my own ‘personalized’ characters/personalities from.

I commit myself to show, how and why we have throughout our lives on Earth – life, after life, after life, only accumulated into and as our very beingness memories of characters/personalities we had physically lived-out within and throughout our lives in our beingness-Mind relationship/merging within the Physical. And how within and as our very beingness we had come to exist as manifested/accumulated memories/characters that would come to influence/determine/direct our ‘choices’ of ‘who we are’ in the lives to come, from additional manifestations of memories as our very Mind and our ‘parents’ to be Minds/Memories. Where within and throughout our lives, within our relationship between our beingness, our Mind and our parents’ Minds/Memories within the initial merged/manifested existence of Consciousness from birth: will come to determine the new/ ‘evolved’ memories/characters we’ll create/manifest in and from our new Minds/new lives/new Parents’ Minds/Memories.
However, life, after life, after life – the process remains the same: constructing/manifesting characters from memories of characters within our beingness, our parents’ Minds/Memories with the automated Mind that facilitate this process FOR US, as a memory/character creation Machine/System. That this is all that we’ve done and become within and throughout our lives on Earth – creating/constructing/manifesting characters from an accumulation of multi-dimensional memories; that is/always has only served our own Purpose/living/experience within and throughout our lives in our own Minds. Where, within this process – we develop NO relationship with ourselves, or others in fact, as what control/manifest ‘who we are’ within ourselves in our Mind-Physical relationship: Is MEMORIES. Where, within and throughout our lives we’re simply as our beingness of substance, serving as a ‘life force’ for the Mind/Consciousness to automatically from childhood serve us our memories/characters that we’ll personalize with, through and as Consciousness to within and throughout our lives physically live-out. Where the entire process of ‘who we are’ within our Mind-Physical relationship only manifest within our INTERNAL REALITY of the Mind as Memories/Characters, with NO equal and one relationship to ourselves, our physical-body or human beings within our world/reality from childhood, as we’re always in all ways only preoccupied and occupied with MEMORIES.

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand in equality and oneness with and as life, energy and substance, the mind and the physical, from the beginning to now, how:
My Mind Framework/Platform in itself – exist as a Memory, a Memory-database of programs already prepared/pre-ordained that would initiate into and as the existence of Consciousness, the moment my beingness/substance merge with it, to prepare me/itself to create/construct/manifest/program my/its own Characters/Personalities that will come to occupy the Mind/preoccupy me from my equality and oneness with me, the physical-body and so existence as a whole. And my Beingness – exist as Memory, a Memory-database of and as characters I have come to accumulate/manifest into and as the manifested-acceptance of ‘who I am’ within and as my very beingness. And my Parents’ Memories/Minds of Characters, exist as Memory and together with my Beingness Memories/Characters, with Consciousness/the Mind – this relationship would come to evolve into and as my ‘personalized’ Characters I will become/construct/manifest within my Mind-Physical relationship/existence within and throughout my life.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand – how/why it is that I never in fact, from childhood really see the reality/equality and oneness of and the totality of my parents, because:
Within the relationship with my Parents: All that is existent within me, in my Unconscious-Mind – is MOMENTS as MEMORIES of CHARACTERS they have constructed in THEIR MINDS that transferred into me in my inception and conception process within the womb of the female. Where my parents accordingly constructed/manifested/created their memories/characters from their beingness as memories/characters, from their parents’ minds as memories/characters, through and as their merged-relationship between their mind, their beingness and their parents’ Minds/Characters; and so: what transferred into me as my parents’ mind, that I use to develop my relationship WITHIN ME towards them, come-from only moments, as memories as characters of them that will come to determine ‘how I see me in relation to them’ from the references as memories/characters of them I firstly used within my Mind.
Thus, I never in fact have an actual, real physical, equal and one relationship with my parents from childhood, as all I am busy doing in my Mind with memories of them as characters in my Unconscious-Mind, is to create/construct/manifest my own ‘personalized characters’ that will become memories/characters I embody/physically live-out. And so, my relationship to my external environment – whether siblings, parents, friends, extended-family, acquaintances, colleagues, classmates: I never in fact in any way have any form of relationship to them as a being within the totality of who they are: as they as all people in my world serve as a mirror that I use within my MIND to construct/create/manifest characters within me.
In, taking the example of the mother smiling at the child – in that moment, I as a child do not see the totality of who my mother is in that moment of smiling, her expression, her mind-state, why she’s smiling, how she’s smiling, what she’s experiencing, the absolute detail of who she is in that moment: Nothing of her exist in an equal and one relationship with me. All that happens in that moment, is my Physical-Mind Eyes capture that moment into the interdimensional-dimensional glass-window pane; scan through all my Parents memories/characters as mere ‘pieces’ of the totality of who they are within the platform of my Unconscious-Mind, search for MEMORIES/characters of who/how my parents were in the PAST, with such memories that is accordingly used to determine who I am/what/how I am in my experience and behaviour in that Moment. Thus, a moment of interaction in physical-reality is used to create/manifest me into characters I will come to embody/live-out based-on other’s behaviours/responses towards me. Therefore, from childhood all my interactions in experience and behaviour towards my parents, come from their PAST as MEMORIES of characters of who they WERE that is manifested in my Unconscious-Mind as a database I use to create me from as characters within my Mind-Physical relationship, creating my own experience/behaviour as a character-incarnate from previous/past characters manifested within me/my Unconscious-Mind of my parents. And, furthermore within that – we later in life, when/as there aren’t memories within our parents’ minds/memory/character database within our Unconscious-Mind that we can use to construct/create/manifest into our own personalized characters as we participate in physical-reality: we then use the reference of our beingness from past-lives characters/memories to manifest our experience/behaviour to/towards people in our worlds. Thus, within this – how even most of our interactions as experience/behaviour to/towards our parents/our relationship with them, as characters we become/that activate in our relationship/interaction with them – has not even been really designed/manifested within any context of ‘who they are’ in actual real reality, as we’ve used references from past-life interactions/relationships as characters we’ve activated to manifest characters with which we interact/participate as, with our parents.

I commit myself to show – how and why; we have never within our existence, or our lives on Earth, had a relationship with another being, let alone ourselves. Because in having a look at the processes involved in our interactions/participations with our parents in physical-reality from childhood, is that we use such interactions/participations; not to develop an equal and one relationship with them in who they are as beings in really seeing/living with them in equality and oneness, but use such moments of interactions/participations, to develop/construct/manifest our own characters within the backdrop/blueprint of the parents’ minds/memories of who they were, manifested within our Unconscious-Mind within us, that determine our reaction/experience/behaviour as character-manifestation TOWARDS them.
And, within this – I commit myself to show, as we continue within this process of memory/character creation to substantiate our Minds with characters we created/manifested from Memories in our beingness/Parents’ Minds/Memories in our Unconscious-Mind; we develop/manifest eventually our own Subconscious-Mind characters/personalities that become the living-definition of ‘who I am’ in this life. Where – whenever we continue participating, with for example parents later in life – we’ll use such physical-reality participations, imprint/manifest such present-moments within us/the glass window pane. Then - use MEMORIES of past-interactions with them, with such memories containing how we experienced/behaved towards our parents in the past that is similar/the same to the present-moment we just encountered. Where such memories of past-interactions, contain our own view/perception/experience of our parents dependent on how we experienced ourselves towards them in the memory/past-encounter, thus WITHIN OUR MINDS framed our parents within a particular ‘light/picture’. Where we essentially characterized our parents within our Minds against our existent Characters/Personalities and so warp/change/mould ‘who they are’ in relationship to our characters in our Minds. Seeing them how we WANT to see them within our Minds that would best serve our Character/Personality to be the best/better/right/winner within the present-moment interaction/participation. And so develop an complete alternate version of our parents within our Minds according to our interest of our characters/personalities where we’re for example ‘right and they’re wrong’ and so try and physically impress our illusion of them in our Minds onto actual physical-reality when in conversation/interaction with them, as we’d behave towards them/experience ourselves towards them in physical-reality, according to how we framed/manifested them within our Minds, which is not the real representation of our parents in fact.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, in equality and oneness with and as life, energy and substance, the mind and the physical, from the beginning to now, seen, realised and understood – how I have NEVER in fact had a relationship with my Parents – in the totality of who they are. Because each and every moment of interaction with them, from childhood throughout my life – I in my Mind-Physical relationship, created/manifested my Own characters as experiences/reactions/behaviours to them, that had nothing to do with ‘who they are’, but had everything to do with only ‘who I am’ in my mind-physical relationship as consciousness to construct/manifest/create characters as experiences/behaviours to/towards my external world/environment and everything/everyone within it.
And as I continue within my childhood and my relationship to them throughout my life, I will capture/manifest interactions/moments of participation with them in my Physical-Mind Eyes, into the glass-window pane, scan through my already manifested characters/personalities in my Subconscious-Mind and accordingly experience/behave within my physical-living as characters as what is best suited in the moment to fulfil my own intentions, wants, needs and desires. And so, from childhood to throughout my life – I never have a relationship with who my parents are in the totality of themselves in every moment of interaction/participation, and so it is with each human being in my world/reality: because I will always only reference the moment/interaction within physical-reality with them, within and as the memories/characters in my mind and beingness, that can completely warp/misconstrue the reality of an individual/person/parent to serve only my interest/intentions/experiences/behaviours as characters within my Mind.

I commit myself to show – how, with writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application – identifying all the characters/personalities as Memories that’s come to control/direct our internal and external experiences/behaviours as our entire ‘who we are’ in and as our living. To write them out, to forgive ourselves for accepting and allowing ourselves to separate ourselves / the creation of ourselves through an automated system as consciousness as a separation-creation system, that’s taken from our beingness/physical body/this physical existence to construct/manifest ourselves into pieces/parts as characters existent only within our mind and occasionally live-out/embody into and as our physical-living. That we’ve separated ourselves into memories/characters from our beingness, our physical-body and so this physical existence: to construct an illusionary self/reality only existent within our Minds.
To from here – identify the characters, forgive ourselves for separating and so creating/constructing ourselves into pieces/parts as characters to the compromise/sacrifice of our physical-bodies and so this physical existence, to from here align our living into and as the physical, where we re-align ‘who we are’ in equality and oneness with our beingness, our physical body and so eventually this physical existence as a whole. Where we in fact start LIVING HERE with the physical/what is real as we become the Living Word as the Physical, and no more as controlled-separation as memories that only manifest consequence to the physical/all relationships within our actual world/reality. So that in this Equal and One Actual Living of ourselves as Here – be able to develop ACTUAL REAL relationships/agreements as we commune/participate/interact in equality and oneness in REAL TIME Here as every moment of breath and in fact get to know each other for who/how we are in the totality of ourselves/each other here.

We’ll in the next post continue with more practical/physical examples of how we never in fact have a relationship with our parents/all beings in our world for that matter, because ‘who we are’ in relationship to them in our Mind, is/always has been constructed/manifested from memories as-us, within ourselves. How, we even go so far as creating/constructing ‘alternate versions’ of our parents within our Minds to serve only our interest/intentions/wants, needs and desires according to how we manifested our ‘who we are’ in our Minds. So, understand what we’ve walked in this post, is simply an introduction framework and we’ll be going into more detailed, practical specifics in posts to come.
And within this continue with preparing for the process of seeing, realising and understanding the difference between Illusion and Reality as we outline this process of the extent of separation that in fact exist within ourselves and others within our world/reality, where with us not even having a real relationship with our parents; we don’t in fact ever have a real relationship with ourselves.



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Parenting Building a Child’s Character: DAY 85


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Parenting Building a Child’s Character: DAY 85



(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)




Who I Am as Money – continued

As mentioned in the previous post we’re having a look at the process of creation of Illusion and separation, how we within our Mind-Physical relationship, created ourselves into characters as Illusions as our utmost/absolute separation from ourselves, our beingness and so this physical-existence. How we’ve taken the ‘whole’ as our beingness/this physical-existence, created separation as energy-experiences from our beingness and memories of actual physical-reality to construct ourselves into characters in our Mind.
And within this – how we have, with creating ourselves into illusion and separation, we have equally as one manifested our external reality/existence in and as illusion and separation, in our acceptance and allowance of and as our relationship/separation between energy and substance, and within this clarifying/specifying more in detail why/how ourselves as energy/characters of the Mind is Illusion and substance/physical is what is/always has been Real.
But, before we get to this particular point of explaining Illusion and Reality, let’s first have a look at the process of creating/manifesting ourselves as Memories /Characters within them, from Memories/Characters of and as our Parents’ Minds/Memories, where self can see/realise/understand for self: how we have become memories, that’s created/manifested ourselves from Memories; to from this understanding – better see/realise/understand as we continue, what’s the difference between Illusion and Reality, and why – with us existing as Memories: we’re the Illusion destroying/annihilating and sacrificing Reality – a relationship that is becoming all the more prominent within the consequences we’re individually and together experiencing/facing in and on this Earth in this accepted and allowed consequential relationship between Mind/Memories as Illusion and the Physical-Body and this Physical-Existence as Reality.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, from the beginning to now – see, realise and understand in equality and oneness with and as life, energy and substance, the mind and the physical how we have, from the beginning to now continued existing as a ‘separation creation-machine’, where I as we - used what is Here, as the Reality of ourselves that’s always been here as our beingness and existence of and as substance-manifest to create/manifest ourselves and so all and everything as ourselves into and as Illusion within our process separation-creation in our separation-relationship from substance into and as energy that consume/sacrifice substance to transform into energy. That from the beginning – we have instead of living ourselves as the Real/Reality of ourselves as Here in equality and oneness, REALising ourselves as Here as the equality and oneness of ourselves with and as substance: we became exceptional ‘separation-creation machines’ that slowly but surely, from the beginning to now – have taken pieces of our internal and external Real/Reality as substance/beingness within, and substance/existence without, to create/construct/manifest an internal illusion/reality in which only ourselves exist alone/are ‘god/authority’ of and as, serving only ourselves within ourselves with energy as we consume/devour ourselves as substance/here. While in this process of consumption/devouring – transforming substance to energy/illusion within ourselves that serve only our interest/intensions/purposes alone: compromising/taking from/hoarding our beingness/substance and  existence/substance to construct/create our absolute/utmost separation from ourselves and all as ourselves. Where from the beginning, we’ve instead of living/REALising here: created/manifested the utmost, absolute separation in our within and without, as we’ve stripped what is here in equality and oneness in our within and without into and as what we’ve become as the Mind manifested/representing pieces of ourselves of our beingness we have stripped away/separated to construct into memories/characters representing parts/pieces of the wholeness of ourselves; separating the very physical-body into and as pieces/stripping it away to create/manifest energy-experiences, taking from/separating the external physical-existence within ourselves, accumulating it as memories/parts within ourselves from and of which we’ll create/manifest characters.

And so – I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, from the beginning to now, in equality and oneness with and as life, energy and substance, the mind and the physical – seen, realise and understood how/why we created/constructed/manifested ourselves as Illusion within ourselves, from the Real/Reality of ourselves as substance/existence as our beingness/the physical here, where:
In our Minds – in our relationship of the Mind, our beingness and the Physical – we’re already with coming into this world, equipped within a relationship between our beingness and the Mind, and from our beingness-mind merging, manifested into and as the physical, from where we additionally become manifested with our parents’ Minds/Memories/Characters that we’ll use from birth throughout the remainder of our life to manifest our own personalized Memories/Characters from and of our Parents’ Memories/Characters. With this process of developing/manifesting/constructing/creating ourselves as Memories from Memories which work as follows:
Our Parents’ Minds/Memories/Characters serves as a framework/platform from which we assess behaviour/speech/sound/movements/interactions of others in our world/reality. So, for example:
Taking an example of and as a child, with the Mother coming face-to-face with the Child and the Mother smiles: that moment is then captured within and between the two eye-blinks, uploaded into the Unconscious/Physical-Mind from the Physical-Mind Eyes, into and as the interdimensional/dimensional ‘glass window panel’ where that present-moment manifest as a memory/past present-moment that’s in the process of becoming the child’s ‘future’ as they’ll use that memory/present-moment past-manifestation to create/construct their character. Then - from the glass-window pane - the Mind/Consciousness proceeds with ‘scanning’ the present-moment memory. Where the very  Consciousness/Mind that ‘scan’ that ‘glass window panel’ of ‘new’ present-moment memories is existent/manifested from the child’s beingness merged with its own Mind Framework/Platform and that of the parents’ Minds’ Memories, where this merging between the child’s beingness, its Mind Framework/Platform and the Parents’ Minds/Memories: developed/manifested the child’s initial Consciousness. Where, from this ‘initial Consciousness’ of the child – only existing as the merging of the child’s beingness, its mind framework/platform and the parents’ Mind/Memories, the child’s ‘personalized consciousness’ will come into existence as the process of developing/manifesting its own consciousness that will manifest once the child had successfully constructed/manifested their own unconscious, subconscious and conscious mind from and of the parents’ Mind/Memories and also eventually ‘new present-moments’ they will face throughout their lives where the child’s consciousness will then transfer from the initial consciousness as mind-framework, the child’s beingness and the parents’ mind/memories = into and as emerging/expanding itself in including itself/its existence from the child’s beingness, to the child’s entire mind system as the conscious, subconscious and unconscious mind as well as the parents’ mind/memories that the child will still reference/use within and throughout the remainder of their lives.
Where I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how/why we have automated our existence throughout existence in and as this relationship between energy and substance, evolving as consciousness/energy-itself as the utmost/absolute system/manifestation of separation. Where - from the beginning as the manifested-singularities with our separation existent into and as energy Only as ‘life’ – we have continued and evolved in this process as the ‘separation-creation machine/system’ that take from our beingness and our external existence as substance to construct/create/manifest as ‘piece’-together the illusion as ourselves as memories into characters and energy-experiences.
And so – the moment that present-moment memory is manifested within and on that interdimensional-dimensional ‘glass window pane’; our consciousness still existent only as the manifested-merging of our beingness, our parents’ Minds/Characters and our own Mind framework/platform - would ‘scan’ / ‘move through’ that new present-moment memory on the ‘glass-window pane’. And the moment that scanning happens with consciousness existent as the merged-manifestation of our beingness, our Mind framework/platform and the parents’ Minds/Memories: it scans to see whether, within the parents’ Mind/Memories there exist any similar/same memories of someone/a women looking similar/the same as the mother, had smiled to either the mother/father and how they reacted to that/such a moment within themselves. Because, in the Parents’ Minds/Memories within the child – is existent all their memories of ‘who they were as energy experience and what/how they lives as physical behaviours/responses’ as characters they’ve come to manifest throughout their lives, that transferred into the child’s mind-physical relationship as an entire database of characters the child can/will use to embody/become characters in and as themselves.
And so, when/as consciousness find a memory, within the parents’ Minds/Memories existent within the Child’s unconscious/physical-mind in and as a platform containing all of the parents’ memories/characters as their Minds: it will connect/merge that memory (let’s say it found a memory of the mother reacting in experience and behaviour to someone smiling at her, that was similar/same to the present-moment that the child was experiencing currently); so consciousness will then connect/merge that memory of the mother with the present-moment manifestation of the child manifested in and on the glass-window pane. And the moment that merging of the two memories manifest: that merged-memory manifestation will resonate within and throughout the beingness/mind and physical-body of the child, and if/as the child’s beingness accept the reaction/memory of the mother’s character in response to someone smiling at her as manifested in the memory, where in the detail of the mother’s memory is existent how the mother reacted in excitement when someone smiled at them and also physically responded with a smile/laugh. As within that memory of the mother’s reaction to someone smiling at her, was manifested the detail of how they ‘characterized’ themselves when someone smiles at them, from the perspective of: in the memory of the mother’s reaction to someone smiling at them – is all the detail of how they physically reacted, and reacted in experience/energy within themselves, which manifested them as a ‘character response’ to someone smiling at them. Thus, within the parents’ Memories, manifested in the Child’s Unconscious/Physical-Mind in a platform – is all the detail of the parents’ characters they created throughout their lives, the memories/characters consisting of the detail of how they internally experienced themselves and externally behaved as actual character-manifestations.
And so, in a quantum moment, as the child’s beingness accept that character-response to smiling as the memory of the mother reacting in excitement and behaving in smiling/laughter: consciousness take that merged-memory manifestation, upload it into the centre of the Mind Consciousness System that’s manifested in the centre of the head. The moment that merged-memory manifest in the centre of the Mind, in the centre of the head/brain region - it in quantum time integrate into the entire mind-physical relationship of the Child, and the child absolutely become the character in the memory, and will experience/react in excitement with a laughter – equal-to and one-with as the Mother did in her Character within the Memory the child used to create/manifest their character-response to their Mother. And so within this entire process of the merging memories, transferred into the centre-point of the Mind and downloaded/manifested into the entire Mind-Physical relationship of the Child: manifested a character in the Child’s Mind, which they physically became from and of Memories/Characters of the Parents/Mother, always existent/manifested within and as their Unconscious/Physical-Mind.
And so, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how/why much of ‘who we are’ – especially in relation to physical-mind-responses as characters of other people’s physical-behaviours/actions as embodied-characters: have been created/manifested from memories/characters of our Parents within our Minds. And so why and how our responses/reactions as characters to people’s physical-behaviours/responses as characters is so Unconscious/automated that we’re not even aware of the extent to which we mentally-physically react/become characters to people’s physical-behaviours/responses as characters. Because, the moment then, the child becomes that character, manifested as the merged-memories in the centre of their Mind Consciousness System – the merged-memories and character within the mother’s memory as her response/reaction with excitement/smiling/laughter - then integrate/manifest into and as the Child’s entire Mind-Physical relationship. This means that, as that merged-memory manifestation manifest in the centre-point of the Mind in the centre of the head/brain region, where that centre-point manifestation, is the One Point within the Mind-Physical Relationship that interconnected the entire Mind into and as the entire Human Physical-Body.
So, as that merged-memory is manifested in that One Point within the Mind – the merged-memory resonate as an entire Mind-Physical imprint, into the entire Mind and Entire Physical of the Child. And so that character of the mother in her memory, that the child accepted and manifested in their Mind-Physical existence: becomes One Layer that layer/manifest in the entire Mind-Physical relationship of the Child, which then create/manifest the Child’s own Unconscious/Physical-Mind.
So, every moment the Child from that moment throughout the remainder of their life – sees a person looking similar/same to their mother smiling and the particular-specific way she smiled: that present-moment will move through the Physical-Mind Eyes into the glass-window pane, where the child’s consciousness will scan the new present-moment, activate the child’s merged-memory manifestation that layered/manifested in their entire Physical-Mind existence and so the child will instantly become the character in a mind-physical response, as becoming excited and having a momentary laugh/smile.
And so, we have as children, manifested such physical-mind responses as embodied characters from memories to/towards our external environment/world behaviours/physical-responses of others’ characters they’ve embodied/created/manifested. With such Physical-Mind characters that’s manifested and layered in our entire Mind-Physical relationship, which is how and why we simply have come to ‘automatically respond’ as embodied-characters to others’ physical behaviours/representations; as we’ve – whatever we automatically respond to: is in fact existent as LAYERS of characters in our Mind-Physical relationship, that will automatically activate. As these characters in which we have a particular energy-experience, with a particular behavioural-response as we become a living-character from a memory we created as a child, from a memory of our parents – only always existent as living-memories and characters within them.

 Now that one have the understanding of our relationship as energy to substance, as walked in the previous post, with how we have given ‘life’ to energy/illusion at the expense/cost/compromise of substance/existence as real/reality, and how we have constructed/created ourselves into memories/characters from memories/characters of those that has gone before us: we can in the next post continue with having a look at WHY we’re in fact ILLUSION and our beingness/substance and the physical-body/this physical existence as substance-manifest is the REALITY that is and always has been compromised for the Illusion as Energy/Mind/Memories/Characters to survive/exist and maintain its ‘life’ from the taking/stripping of what is real, and piecing ourselves into separation within ourselves as Illusion.

I commit myself to show – how we have never in fact in equal and one awareness with ourselves, our beingness in our equal and one relationship with the physical/physical-body, DECIDED /directed ‘who we are’ in moments of interaction/participation with others, because our responses/experiences/relationships with others have always been dependent/created/manifested from MEMORIES as characters of our parents’ Minds within ourselves, that’s determined ‘who we are’ and ‘how/what we live’ and ‘experience’-ourselves as, as individualized characters in relation to others’ behaviour/physical-responses to/towards us in moments of physical-reality participation/interaction. Thus, we’ve constructed/created ourselves as memories/characters from memories/characters, and so have never actually in fact lived/really decided ‘who we are’ in our living, interaction and participation in existence as memories had come to control our entire mental-physical relationship from birth to who/how we are now in our entire mind-physical existence.

I commit myself to show – how we have only become memories, characters within those memories, that we’ve created/constructed/manifested from memories/characters of and as our Parents’ Minds within ourselves. Where ALL/most of our responses as ‘who we are in the energy-experience of ourselves and how/what we live as our behaviour’ in relation to others’ behaviours/responses have been manifested as-ourselves as characters we become in a quantum-moment, from what we created/manifested as a child. As such characters we become in relation to other’s physical-responses/behaviours to/towards us, have manifested/layered into and as our Unconscious/Physical-Mind, so now as we continue moving/walking within this world/reality from childhood, we will thus automatically respond/activate our characters we’ve manifested/layered ourselves-as.
And from childhood as our characters in relation to other’s physical-responses/behaviours automatically activate/upload within us, within the continuation of our life in our interaction/participation with others in physical-reality: we then spend ‘less time’ focusing on ‘who we are/how/what we live’ in relation to others’ physical-responses/behaviours as all of that is automated, and more time within/throughout our lives in creating/manifesting more and more and more memories, more and more characters/energy experiences as the Mind/Consciousness attempt/try to survive/exist. As the more and more characters/energy experiences we create, the more and more and more we separate ourselves from our beingness, our physical body and this physical existence, the more and more and more the Illusion stays alive and the reality of who we are gets compromised, because for Illusion to exist, the reality/beingness of who we are has to be sacrificed.

I commit myself to show, the detail of how we created/manifested ourselves as MEMORIES from MEMORIES, both from the within of ourselves and the without of ourselves. Where we initially as children: developed/manifested our Unconscious/Physical-Mind as our responses/behaviours/experiences to/towards others in our ‘who we are as energy experience and what/how we are as our behaviour/response’ as embodied-characters from memory - that we constructed/manifested/accepted from and of our parents’ memories/characters. And as we develop/manifest our Unconscious/Physical-Mind automated responses as embodied-characters to people’s behaviours/responses; we as we continue within our interaction/participation in reality – manifest/create our Subconscious and Conscious Mind, that will become embodied characters that we create within ourselves, from taking new present-moment memories; that we’ll cross-reference with our beingness only – when/as our parents’ Minds/Memories in us, did not have/contain similar people/moments/experiences as present-moments/memories we face within our lifetime. And so would with such present-moments memories with no reference from and of our parents’ Minds within us, only cross-reference the new present-moment memory with our beingness. In seeing whether within and as any of our past-lives (in DAY 82 of this Blog, we have walked the relationship between our beingness and past-lives), from and of which we created/manifested our beingness in our mind-physical relationship throughout our lives: have encountered similar present-moments. And when/as we do, from our beingness find a character that we’ve become within our past-lives that is equal-to and one-with this present-moment we’re facing within ourselves: our beingness will connect that past-life experience/character that is still here as-ourselves as what we’ve become as our beingness that we accepted as-ourselves, and connect it to the present-moment memory as past-manifest within the glass-window pane; upload the merged-memories into and as the centre of the Mind, resonate it through the Mind-Physical relationship, but specifically store such a memory/character, where only our beingness connected to the present-moment memory, and not the parents’ mind/memory: into and as our Subconscious-Mind; and store the merged-memories there. As the Subconscious-Mind represent the characters/memories we created ‘anew’ in our current-life with the reference between our external-reality and our beingness; where eventually: our subconscious-mind will transfer into and as our children to come, and serve as a platform for them to create/construct characters when/as they face similar/the same present-moment memories as past-manifest as we have within our life-time.
And so – I commit myself to show how/why our Subconscious-Mind serves as the character-database that we create from memories of our beingness. And will in posts to come within this Blog – show/reveal how even our beingness has become an embodiment of characters we’ve accumulated/manifested as ourselves throughout our lives in existence. Thus still – our characters in our subconscious, created/constructed from memories/characters of and as our beingness, and our Unconscious-Mind serves as the character database that we create from memories/characters of and as our Parents’ Minds = always in all ways constructing/creating ourselves from MEMORIES, which is all that we’ve become good at doing within existence in the illusion of ourselves WITHIN ourselves only, while everything and everyone else in existence as-ourselves has been ignored, neglected, ruined and compromised/sacrificed as we have given illusion the authority of ‘life’ only within ourselves, as memories creating memories: Instead of really in fact ever LIVING HERE, together – equally as one; manifesting ourselves as LIFE.
So thus in this the question…has Life ever really in fact existed, if – from the beginning, all we’ve done and became is stripping/taking from HERE into pieces as memories, into the separation-creation of-ourselves as ILLUSION as characters we come to embody/live-out???

I commit myself to show – how as children coming into this world, what we create ourselves into and evolve into is as Consciousness, as our automated separation/illusion creation system, that evolve from initially creating/constructing ourselves from only memories of our Parents’ Minds/Memories that become our Unconscious/Physical-Mind, and from there our ‘personalized’ consciousness evolve into creating/manifesting our Subconscious and Conscious-Mind as we continue within and throughout our lives in creating ourselves from Memories as Memories into living-embodied Characters: a process that will be walked in detail, as how we’ve come to accept and allow Consciousness as a Memory-database/Memory-creation machine of Energy/Illusion to control who we are, never in fact living who we are in our equal and one relationship with ourselves and all as ourselves as Here.



 
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Why is Life not Honoured on Earth?: DAY 84


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Why is Life not Honoured on Earth?: DAY 84



(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)




Who I Am as Money – continued

(Please note, we will be continuing with the process of The Origins of Males and Females and Adam and Eve within posts to continue once we have completed walking the framework of ‘character/personality’ creations in the Mind that will be referred to when/as we continue with walking the process of The Origins of Males and Females, Adam and Eve. However, the thread/dimensions of The Chicken or the Egg and How the Fruit of Life became Rotten still applies within this process of Character-Creation in seeing/realising/understanding how we simultaneously created/manifested our within and without as internal and external realities as the chicken and the egg, and within this how we as the Tree of Humanity/Life have produced the Rotten Fruit of ourselves/generations of children to come in our accepted and allowed relationship of separation of and as the Mind and the Physical.)

In this post, we’re going to continue with outlining the blueprint/framework and within that the mechanics/processes of our relationship to ourselves as Memory and characters within that. Now we’ll continue/move deeper into how exactly, within and as our Minds, we create characters from and of Memories/past of present moments to create/construct our future as characters from memories of and as the past; recreating/manifesting ourselves in and as the past from Memories into characters that we’d come to physically live-out/embody; all the while missing the HERE of Breath as the Physical, walking/moving/living in equality and oneness with the physical; while we’re possessed in the Physical-Mind eyes, walking in quantum-time of present, to past, to future within and between the eye blinks; missing Life as we’re preoccupied with creating/constructing Illusion.
Within this, having a look at how our primary relationship to ourselves within ourselves and our external world/reality/environment within and as Reaction, where that moment of reaction manifest as a “spark” that set-off an energy-surge/charge within ourselves that we use to activate/initiate memories/the process of creation of Illusion as Characters from Memory through and as Energy. Creating Illusion through and from Energy, believing energy to be ‘life’ – and yes, it’s the life of the Mind/Illusion as Energy, but not in fact LIFE as the reality of the Physical/Physical-Body/Physical-Existence of and as HERE as equality and oneness.
Thus, in this – let us first start with having a look at our relationship to Energy, in why/how we have come to believe that Energy itself is ‘life’, creating ourselves into characters of Energy in separation from the physical/physical-existence, where in this separation, we have manifested the existential consequences we face in this physical-existence today within the Mind’s relationship to the Physical-Body, Heaven’s relationship to this Physical-Existence and the World-System of Money’s relationship to Humanity/this physical-existence as a whole. In having a look at why we created Illusion throughout time, instead of Living HERE in equality and oneness with ourselves and all; which would’ve turned out to be an entirely different existence/experience than what we have done and become today/throughout time.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to, from the beginning to now, in equality and oneness with and as life, energy and substance, the mind and the physical – seen, realised and understood; how: With reincarnating into this physical-existence, as a being with a interdimensional-dimensional Mind, merging with and as the physical-body in the womb of the female, within and during the inception and conception process as my beingness merge with the Mind and from my beingness-mind merging, merging into and as and with the physical-body, together with my parents’ Minds. That because we’ve from the beginning of our birth into this physical-existence, emerged within our primary relationship to/as the interdimensional-dimensional Mind of and as Energy, with our primary existence manifested as our beingness relationship/merging with and as Energy: we have in this accepted and allowed relationship – believed that what we “experience” in and our beingness relationship to Energy/Mind; to be ‘who we are’. When what we’re in fact experiencing as energy in our relationship as our beingness, is our very separation from ourselves/all and that we’re not in fact experiencing OURSELVES HERE, but the experience of separation and illusion as energy consume substance to survive/exist, with the more energy that manifest, the more we separate ourselves from ourselves and so from all. And so, we come into / are birthed into this physical existence, within and as this primary relationship/starting-point of and as our beingness relationship/merging with Energy/Mind and because we have accepted and allowed that merging/relationship, it accordingly becomes ‘who we are’ and so believe that ‘who we are’ is Energy/what we experience as energy Only; when in fact it manifest complete separation to ourselves, and all as ourselves within existence.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand how this separation from and of me within and between energy and substance, manifested Equal-to and One-with the extent to which the Heaven-Existence was separated from and of this Physical-Existence. That because we believed we’re energy in our relationship to our beingness as to energy/mind to substance/physicality: we still on this earth believe that Heaven is what is ‘real’ and this physical-existence is ‘illusion’, when it’s in fact in reverse. Because Heaven existed of and as energy only, our beingness is/always has been of substance, and so the physical-body/this physical-existence is of substance and thus our beingness is equal to and one with physicality/this physical existence as substance-manifest. Where, even in Heaven – the beings were separated from their beingness/substance as all in Heaven was aligned with interdimensional-dimensional Minds, equal-to and one-with humans on earth to ensure the separation from our beingness, the physical and so this physical-existence is/has been aligned with a interdimensional-dimensional Mind. That we have in the here and the hereafter given power and creation to Illusion as the Mind/Energy within and Heaven/Energy without – when Heaven, as with the Mind, could/can only exist within energy’s relationship to substance. Because energy consume substance to transform into energy for its own survival/existence, and so this deliberate separation of our beingness into the Mind/Energy, the Heaven-Existence from the Physical-Existence is/has only been to keep the Illusion ‘alive’; while in the process compromising what is REAL as the physical-body/this physical-existence.
(This relationship between the Mind and the Physical, and Heaven and this Physical-Existence, in how the Mind’s existence is/has always been dependent on the Physical, Heaven’s existence is/always has been dependent on this Physical-Existence- in how Heaven controlled the Physical, as the Mind control the Physical-Body, where we individually and humanity/this earth had become slaves to the Mind/Heaven – is walked in detail within the Soul of Money and Journey’s into the Afterlife Interview-Series)
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand that Even in Heaven’s relationship to the Physical-Existence, the Mind’s relationship to the Physical-Body – it is/always has been Heaven that has thrived/the Mind itself that has thrived, while our physical-bodies and this physical-existence is compromised/ruined/destroyed for the Illusion as Energy/Mind/Heaven to exist/survive. It should have been questioned within Existence – why/how Heaven/the Physical-Existence and the Mind and the Physical, cannot exist in equality and oneness HERE, because this relationship between Heaven and the Physical-Existence and the Mind and the Physical-Body is only benefitting the Illusion as the Mind/Heaven, while the Physical and the Physical Existence ‘pays the price’/is compromised entirely/completely. Same then with the World-System of Money’s relationship to this Physical Existence, why have we never throughout existence questioned why the World-System of Money, from the beginning was not designed/manifested within equality and oneness with the Physical-Existence/Humanity, cause in this current relationship of the World-System to this Physical-Existence/Humanity – only the World-System of Money/Energy is benefitting while everything/everyone else that is Physical/Real is compromised?

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand, in equality and oneness with and as energy and substance, the mind and the physical, from the beginning to now – why and how I never existentially questioned this relationship between the Mind and the Physical, Heaven and this Physical Existence and the World-System of Money to this physical-existence in considering an actual, visible, substantial equal and one solution: as I had within myself accepted and allowed this relationship between Illusion and Reality in believing that the separation of myself as energy to beingness, the mind and the physical is ‘who I am’ / ‘all that I am’. And because I accepted and allowed it within myself, I accepted and allowed it within and as everything/everyone else, and so accepted and allowed it within what I would create/manifest from and of me in my image and likeness as the separation between Energy and Substance, Illusion and Reality – that evolved into and as the consequential relationships between the Mind and the Physical-Body, Heaven and this Physical-Existence and the World-System of Money to Humanity/this Physical-Existence.
And so, with and as this accepted and allowed relationship of me of ‘who I am’ from the beginning to now in energy’s relationship to substance, now the mind’s relationship to the physical – I internally and externally created, manifested and constructed myself from and of this relationship between energy and substance, that would become the creation, manifestation and construction of myself as characters from memories through and as energy, that I would ‘give life’ to in my Mind’s relationship to the Physical as energy consume physicality for its own survival/existence. And because my very starting-point existence of me is separation in energy’s relationship to substance, I would accordingly, whatever I create/manifest in the within and without of myself – create/manifest me in and as manifestations/representations of separation, as what manifest in the creation of characters. Where, for example:
The moment I react to my external environment, in and as friction/conflict within myself, I create an energy spark/surge within myself as energy consume physicality to evolve/manifest itself from where, thus – that energy I create, exist from and of my beingness/physical relationship to energy; and thus in that moment separate a part of me as beingness/the physical – into and as an energy experience. Where that energy-experience will ‘meet’ with the present-moment memory-manifestation that would come from my Physical-Mind eyes, and the moment the present-moment memory, merge with the energy-experience: the energy-experience will charge the present-moment memory-manifestation, ‘giving life to a/the memory’. And the moment I connect that memory to the energy experience, I so created me within myself into a separate point/experience, and so took a moment/present moment of this physical-existence and separated me from and of actual physical-reality, into and as a present-moment memory-manifestation, where I thus use my beingness / separate my beingness into and as an energy-experience and in this process – create separation as me from actual real physical-realty/my beingness to create illusion within myself that would become a character only in my Mind. Separating my beingness and this physical-existence into individual pieces as I become a manifested ‘separation machine’ within my relationship as energy to substance, the mind and the physical, taking from my beingness/this physical-existence, taking it apart – piece by piece, to piece myself together as illusion within myself as Characters/Energy of Mind.

We’ll in the next post continue with this process of creation of Illusion and separation, how we within our Mind-Physical relationship, created ourselves into characters as Illusions as our utmost/absolute separation from ourselves, our beingness and so this physical-existence. How we’ve taken the ‘whole’ as our beingness/this physical-existence, created separation as energy-experiences from our beingness and memories of actual physical-reality to construct ourselves into characters in our Mind.
And within this – how we have, with creating ourselves into illusion and separation, we have equally as one manifested our external reality/existence in and as illusion and separation, in our acceptance and allowance of and as our relationship/separation between energy and substance, and within this clarifying/specifying more in detail why/how ourselves as energy/characters of the Mind is Illusion and substance/physical is what is/always has been Real.

I commit myself to show, how we have in the here and the hereafter, as the physical-existence and the heaven-existence, accepted and allowed our beingness/substance existence, our physical/substance existence – to be separated into and as a relationship with and as energy. Where within the heaven-existence, as on this earth-existence; we have as beings with our beingness/physicals of and as substance - separated ourselves into and as interdimensional-dimensional Minds, that’s evolved from our beginnings as manifested-singularities in energy’s relationship to substance. Where, we separated ourselves from ourselves as substance/our beingness, separated ourselves from ourselves as the physical/this physical-existence, and within that – separated ourselves from energy itself/the mind-itself as our awareness separated from our beingness/substance, the physical/physical-existence of and as substance into and as energy/mind. And so in that separation from our awareness of our beingness/substance and physical/physical-existence of substance into and as energy/mind – we’ve accepted and allowed energy-itself/the mind-itself to only have authority/dominion/power/control over and of ourselves within and without. As reflected in the World-System of Money, with separating ourselves from ourselves, each other and this physical-existence, and in this separated our awareness/directive-principle from co-existence/co-creation to a externalized System, giving it the awareness, directive-principle, power and authority over and of us to control, direct ourselves, humanity and this physical-existence as a whole. Where the World-System of Money developed a consciousness in itself that had taken over existence/humanity, as the Mind/Energy developed a consciousness in itself that had taken control of our beingness/physical-body, as the Heaven-Existence in itself developed a consciousness/awareness in itself that had taken control of this Physical-Existence as a whole.
All of this: as the manifested-consequence of accepting and allowing the separation of ourselves/our awareness of our beingness/substance, into and as energy and from and of energy into and as consciousness, the absolute manifestation of separation from and of our equality and oneness here.

In this, I commit myself to show – why and how we’ve have never in fact stood up for and as change/questioned this relationship / these relationships between the Mind and the Physical-Body, Heaven and this Physical-Existence and the World-System of Money to Humanity/this Physical-Existence; where in these relationship, what has only always benefited was the Evolution of the Mind, Heaven and the World-System and what has experienced the consequences is/always has been the PHYSICAL. As we had each individually and together within ourselves, in the here and the hereafter, accepted and allowed a relationship of separation between energy and substance; and in this separation – moved our awareness/attention MORE to energy as being ‘life’ when energy can only exist in its relationship to substance/our beingness/physicality; and thus in this relationship between energy and substance, it is in fact energy that is inferior to the superiority of substance. And so in this awareness-separation of superiority and inferiority, we have from the beginning to now – accepted and allowed the consequential relationships between the Mind and the Physical, Heaven and this Physical-Existence and the World-System of Money to Humanity/the Physical-Existence; with making Energy MORE/Superior and substance/Physicality and ourselves, our beingness, the physical-body and this physical-existence LESS. Not seeing/realising/understanding – that we are substance, and energy, so whatever we do in this relationship in the within and without ourselves, equally as one affect/influence ourselves and so everything/everyone as ourselves existing as energy and substance.
And so, I commit myself to show how/why we’ve all individually and together been equally as one responsible for this relationship of separation between energy and substance as the mind and the physical; that everything we’ve done and become – we’ve always only done and become to ourselves and so all as ourselves within existence. And as long as we accept and allow this relationship of separation between Energy and Substance, the Mind and the Physical, the World-System of Money to Humanity/Physical-Existence in making Energy/Money MORE than Physicality/Physical-Existence/Humanity: nothing will/can change within existence, because we’re individually and together within the very living ourselves in and as this relationship: keeping the functioning of this existence as-is and the consequences that goes with it.

I commit myself to show – how we have become manifested/existent ‘separation-machines’ – taking from the substance of our beingness/physicality within, and the physical-reality without, transforming our substance into individualized separate energy-experiences that consume substance for its own existence/survival, and transforming the physical-reality into individualized present-moment memories within ourselves, where from that present-moment memory and energy-experience that we created as a point of manifested-separation: we create ourselves into characters in the Mind, claiming ‘who we are’ to be this present-moment memory and the energy-experience within that, when it is in fact Illusion – because what is Real as our beingness/physical-body and this physical-existence, is taken apart into and as pieces within ourselves, and so in comparison of our characters in the Mind to our beingness, the physical-body and this physical-existence: we’re in fact Illusions that can only exist from and of our deliberate separation from what is real, here as our beingness, the physical-body and this physical-existence as a whole. 


 
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Who’s the Boss but Memory?: DAY 83


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 Who’s the Boss but Memory?: DAY 83


(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)




Who I Am as Money – continued

(Please note, we will be continuing with the process of The Origins of Males and Females and Adam and Eve within posts to continue once we have completed walking the framework of ‘character/personality’ creations in the Mind that will be referred to when/as we continue with walking the process of The Origins of Males and Females, Adam and Eve. However, the thread/dimensions of The Chicken or the Egg and How the Fruit of Life became Rotten still applies within this process of Character-Creation in seeing/realising/understanding how we simultaneously created/manifested our within and without as internal and external realities as the chicken and the egg, and within this how we as the Tree of Humanity/Life have produced the Rotten Fruit of ourselves/generations of children to come in our accepted and allowed relationship of separation of and as the Mind and the Physical.)

What we have established thus far in the process of ‘Character-Creation’, as walked in the previous posts from the The First Character-Creation – is how we within the initial-moment of character-creation, create characters from a starting-point of reaction/energy-experience, whether negative/bad or positive/good. Where, this process of ‘reaction’ in the initial instance of creating characters first started in our Minds, in our relationship to our Parents’ Minds/Characters within our Unconscious/Physical-Mind. Where, according to our Parents’ Minds/Characters, we’ll choose/decide which characters we’ll use or not use to create/construct our own ‘personalized characters/personalities’. With this ‘choosing’ dependent on how our Beingness react to our Parents’ Minds/Characters within our Unconscious/Physical-Mind. Within this, we have walked how we use our Physical-Mind Eyes to accordingly accumulate Memories into and as our Unconscious/Physical-Mind where Consciousness utilize particular-specific Memories for our processes of character creation/construction in ourselves/the Mind.
Thus, we now have the primary constructs/processes involved regarding ‘character-creation’ within our Minds – reactions and memories. And how we use our Physical-Mind Eyes in the process of Memory accumulations/manifestations, and reactions to determine the nature of our characters within the polarities of either good/positive or bad/negative dependent on our relationship, interaction and approach to/towards our external environment, and whether a good/positive reaction/character or bad/negative reaction/character would serve our interest/survival/experience of the search/seeking of the more of ourselves/here the Most within and during our relationship, interaction and participation within and as our external environment/world.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, in equality and oneness with and as life, energy and substance, the mind and the physical, from the beginning to now – seen, realised and understood the extent to which ‘who I am’ is in fact existent from and of Memory. With my Mind an automated, manifested Memory-database that I use to create/manifest me into and as characters from Memories. And so all my characters of me in my Mind: is in fact Memory – me in my relationship to the physical-body and so this physical-existence, being/becoming a ‘Living/Functioning’ Memory. All the while missing the reality of HERE in every moment of Breath as I am so separated from and of my physical-body, with no awareness in equality and oneness with my physical, the physical-reality that is in fact HERE; as all my attention is existent/diverted/preoccupied within my Physical-Mind eyes, searching/seeking for the optimum physical-experience that I can store/manifest within my Unconscious/Physical-Mind as a Memory to use to construct/create my Characters to embody me into and as a ‘Living/Functioning’-Memory – Memory made Flesh. With my Physical-Mind Eyes Possessed with the search/seeking for the MORE of me/here as characters/energy experiences, I do not in fact SEE HERE in equality and oneness with my physical/this physical-existence, and only use the Memories that manifest within my Unconscious/Physical-Mind that can be/become potential characters / potential Living/Functioning Memories as me, as I come to embody the characters of memory I create/construct from Memory within myself.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand the process/principle of the statement “if you know the beginning, you know the end” – as we begin as ‘who we are’ in the creation/construction of characters in our Minds from and of Memory, beginning as Memories, creating characters from and of Memories that we come to physically live-out as memories made flesh; becoming a Living Memory, and so the End – as when we leave this Physical Reality, we only end-up as Memories / Characters in other Human beings’ Minds that eventually cease to exist as well, as those whose Minds in which we remained as Memories leave this Physical-Reality and so our presence/living in this world/on this earth has come to Nothing. Which within this brings into question: did We/do We in fact really exist - if ‘who we are’ eventually/inevitably in this world/on this earth…cease to exist entirely as memories cease to exist; with memories being dependent on our Mind-Physical relationship, where the Moment that connection between the Mind-Physical is severed/end: everything of ‘who we are’ equally as one cease to exist as Memory within the Mind – here and in the hereafter; where the only thing that always remain as humans as memories/illusions come and go: is this Physical-Existence, that we as Illusions are in the process of destroying/annihilating as we come and go into this physical-existence in attempting/trying to make the Illusion Real in our Minds, missing Life/Living that’s always been here, in every moment of breath…

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, from the beginning to now, in equality and oneness with life, energy and substance, the mind and the physical – seen, realised and understood – why and how in and on this Earth/Physical-Existence – with SO MANY HUMAN BEINGS: that, if we were to stand-up/stand-together and really within ourselves align our relationship to ourselves/all within working together to create/manifest this World into an existence that will assist/support all equally as one; we’d change our lives and the generations to come. But instead, the more Humans come into this world/on this Earth – within and as the starting-point of emerging/creating ‘who we are’ from Memory into Characters within the Mind/Illusion, existing as ‘living/functioning Memories made flesh’ that come to direct, control, influence and determine who we are and what/how we live – only searching/seeking the fulfilment of self/energy experiences within self-interest/survival: the more this physical-existence/earth deteriorate. Because, we have no equal and one relationship with ourselves, the physical-body and so this physical-existence, but only approach it/live in it from the starting-point of reaction; to create/manifest memories, to create/manifest characters to become Living-Memories – we have no relationship to our physical-body/this physical existence or anything/anyone within it, but REACTION. That within that very reaction-relationship to/towards everything/everyone, only serves the interest/survival/experience of ourselves within our own Minds.
Where, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to consider, for example that it’s not ‘overpopulation’ of humanity that is the problem, but maybe should consider that we’re sending ourselves as humanity on this Earth, more potential human beings to stand-up/stand-together for global change that would be BEST FOR ALL. More man/woman power to stand-up/stand-together for ourselves/for all and align ourselves into manifesting this world that would really assist/support all equally as one. Because, if we’d all stand together we can align/restructure and direct ourselves/all in this world into and as an equal and one functioning whole, where it’s thus not ‘overpopulation’ that’s the problem but that it’s in fact who we are within ourselves in our relationship to ourselves and all, and so also the World-System and its relationship to ourselves and all that’s the problem. If we can start here – with ourselves, and so with the change of the World-System; we’re manifesting an opportunity for change within humanity and so this world as a whole.
But instead, we’ve individually and together only come to exist as Living-Memories in and as our Minds, using/abusing the TIME/OPPORTUNITY we have in this world/on this earth in every moment of breath, possessed within our Physical-Mind Eyes, existing in a relationship of reaction of energy experience to/towards everything/everyone, where this reaction-relationship serve only the interest of the Mind in searching/seeking the MORE of itself/here, in using this reaction-relationship to create/manifest memories and become a Living Memory/Illusion. Spending so much time on creating Illusions; when we have infinite potential on this Earth/in this Physical Existence right here, to change/transform this experience/living of ourselves on this Earth with Humanity in actually creating/manifesting Life – that is real, tangible and substantial and will stand/remain for generations to come. Where the consequence is clearly, physically, visibly showing regarding our attention manifested into Illusion-Creation as the Mind/Consciousness within the state/condition of humanity/this world being neglected/ignored/disregarded. And that it’s time to step out of Memory/Illusion and into REALITY to in fact become REAL, here in this physical body and so our actual PHYSICAL LIVING; where we commit ourselves/lives to in fact contribute to what is best for all. And so when/as we leave this life/world, what will remain of ourselves is not a memory – but a physical-remembrance/creation/process of ourselves that will gift life to those coming into this world as ourselves, equally as one as self gifted life to self, from existing as Illusion, to birthing self into and as physical-living.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, in equality and oneness with and as life, energy and substance, the mind and the physical, from the beginning to now – seen, realised and understood the sound, energy and physical symbolism/manifestation of and as ourselves as Memory, where:
ME-MO-R-Y: with ME - representing the Self/I/ ‘who I am’. MO - representing Moment as what would be the moment within and between the eye-blinks, where self is ‘present’ in the moment, but not HERE in the moment in equality and oneness with and as Breath, as one is possessed within the Physical-Mind Eyes that will within that possessing only process the Moment according to whether it would serve the process of memory-accumulation for character-creation.  R - representing the Reverse and Y - representing the manifestation of self in the creation/manifestation of Time within the Mind as past, the top left leg of the Y, present as the vertical standing-point of the Y and future as the top right leg of the Y.
Thus, as MEMORY, we’re R reversing the MO as moment in the physical, into and as our Minds into and as ME/me’s as memory-manifestations – reversing as taking an actual physical-moment of ourselves in reality and manifesting it/ourselves into an illusion/character as memory in the Mind. Where in this moment we’re not standing as HERE in equality and oneness with and as ourselves, the physical and the moment, but standing within and as Y as TIME as past, present and future of and as the Mind. Where in the Present/Moment – in/between the eye-blinks, we create the Past as we take that present moment, manifesting it into and as a memory that becomes the past of that present moment. And at the same time take that present-to-past moment, that would become our future, as that memory/moment will be used to create/construct a character that we will come to physically embody/live-out. And so: the entire interrelationship between past, present and future – still remains within and as the PAST as MEMORY within ourselves, always in fact creating the future from and of the past in the present WITHIN OURSELVES. Never living HERE in actual real physical reality. And thus, this interrelationship between the past, present and future as it exist within us as the Y of and as the Memory that we are, we create/manifest our ME’s as characters from and of Memories of MO as moments in actual physical reality that we R reverse into illusion, becoming the past to create our future from and of the past as memory as a character we will eventually come to live-out/embody.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand – how; in this process of me existing as Memory and so creating Memory – where the very Memory I create is in its very manifestation representing a moment of me as I reversed a physical-moment into illusion/memory in and as and from which I would create a character/personality. With the very memory itself representing the past, present and future, as it's in its very manifestation the past, of a present moment, that becomes my future as future character/personality creation as me. That in this process of Memory creating Memory – what I am in fact doing, is creating illusions of me from reactions to/towards my physical-body/physical-environment; illusions as memory constructing my illusionary Reality as the Mind of Energy as an entire construction/creation of MEMORIES. Where we’ve certainly become sufficient at creating Memories as Illusion in the Mind, but have in no way throughout time in fact learned what it means to Create Life/Live in this Physical-Existence as a whole. That if we would spend as much time with stopping memory-creations; and aligning ourselves into physical-living as we do within our processes of memory/illusion creations: we’d become a humanity changed. But instead have accepted and allowed memories to represent ‘who we are’ as illusions, so many memories as characters saturating the more of ourselves/here as characters/energy experiences, instead of living HERE with ourselves in equality and oneness with the physical body and this physical existence; establishing communication/relationships with and as what is REAL HERE, living in REALITY and with REALITY, instead of creating consequence as Illusion-manifest that only harm, destroy and annihilate what is really in fact REAL here.

So, the question remain: are you going to only be a Memory, that will surely cease to exist as memory – here and in the hereafter, or will you stand with and as and for life, in contributing to a world/existence in the here and the hereafter; where what you contribute will remain as you in equality and oneness in the here and hereafter in providing an opportunity for life/living for generations to come as self on this earth/into this existence. Who are you – Illusion or Life in the process of birthing Life to self as all in the physical?

I commit myself to show – how  we as human beings, as living memories/characters have throughout the history of human civilization, accepted and allowed ourselves to in the within and without of ourselves: be controlled by Memories that has become ‘who we are’ as all the various characters of memory we’ve created/manifested within ourselves, within and from reaction through our Physical-Mind eyes, and have only evolved in the ability to create and manage Illusion within the Mind; which each individually have exalted into and as the Superiority over and of the physical-body and so this physical-existence. Equally as one as we have created/manifested the very World-System of Money – constructed/manifested from and of Memory as a Physical-Memory machine that has come to control as the authority/superiority over and of this Physical-Existence/Humanity.

Where, I commit myself to show with the World-System of Money as Physical-Memory machine, existent and constructed and manifested from, of and as Memory and so exist as Memory. With this physical-existence that continued evolving/moving physically throughout time in and as HERE, we now have a World-System of Money existent of the past, controlling the present and determining its future and the future of humanity/this physical-existence from and of the starting-point of the past. Which has created/manifested the consequences to humanity/this physical-existence as the World-System of Money is not aligned with HERE, as humanity and this physical-existence in equality and oneness. And so it moved out of sync/alignment with the Here of Humanity/this Physical-Existence, functioning from the past, in the present and recreating the past as the future as the World-System function within the principle of ‘problem-reaction-solution’ that only serve its own interest/survival as being the problem, reacting to this physical-existence/humanity to come up with a solution to guard/protect the more of itself/here as the evolution of only the World-System. Which is why/how there has been no change in this World; as the very problem is the starting-point of the World-System; and with changing the relationship equation of problem-reaction-solution, to problem-responsibility-directive-principle as with the Equal Money System that will be aligned with HERE/what’s best for all, in and as the equality and oneness with humanity/this physical existence, so that as beings come and go, the HERE will always be stable and give each/all in this world an equal and one opportunity to life/living. 

I commit myself to show – how we as human beings walking this Earth, is and has become no different to the Demons that was found within the demon-dimension of the Heaven-Existence/Hereafter. As with the journeys into the Heaven-Existence with and through the Portal, we found Demons to simply be Beings that crossed-over and got trapped within and as Memories of their lives on Earth, and mostly only One Memory/One Traumatic Memory with which they became possessed as they crossed-over. With no other dimensional beings as guides/angels/archangels that in any way assisted/supported them, but left the beings in and as their Memory-Possession, haunted by their own Past/Memory and so became the Haunted as Demons. Thus, with Demons essentially existing as Beings – trapped in/as One Memory Possession, human beings is/has been no different – if not even far worse than the Demons in the Demon-Dimension. Because we’re possessed by/through multiple memories, from which we create/construct multiple characters in our Minds existent as Living-Memories, haunted/possessed by our own past as our own Past, becoming the haunted in this world/reality/earth, haunting this world with our individual past, our collective past and so the Physical-Memory of this World-System as past-manifest. Demeaned as humans, equally as one as the Demons – where we DEgraded/devalued the MEANing of the physical, this physical-existence in accepting and allowing ourselves to make the Illusion as Memory MORE than the actual physical/physical-reality and accordingly now face/experience the consequences of this, within ourselves as humanity and this physical existence as a whole. Where, equally as one as the apparent ‘angels, guides and archangels’ did in no way assist/support the Demons in the demon-dimension, so do no human being in any way assist/support the demons as pasts of and as themselves/each other/this World-System  as a whole as we’re all possessed within and as Memories, only REACTING to everything/everyone, instead of considering the solution as what’s best for all in equality and oneness HERE.

I commit myself to show – why and how ‘who we are’ is/always has been Illusion, existent from and of the past as Memory that we’ve ‘made real / alive’ through and as Energy/Energy-Experience, where we created an entire internal reality of Illusion, existent as memories and energy; dependent on and from the actual REAL reality as the physical as energy consume physicality for its continued survival/existence. Which within this manifest the World-System of Money in and as the equal and one manifestation of the realm of Illusion as the World-System of Money/Consumerism is valued as ‘Life’ that is dependent on this actual REAL physical world as Money consume Physicality to serve only itself/its own evolution/survival.
And thus, I commit myself to show why and how – the process is Birthing Life from the Physical, which is birthing ourselves from the Physical from where we were supposed to have started from the beginning; but instead de-meaned REALITY/the physical by making Energy/Money as ILLUSION more than REALITY which is/has been manifesting the internal and external consequences we face today. Time to stop time…the past-present-future equation of memory, energy and illusion – and align ourselves with HERE as breath in walking the process of standing equal-to and one-with what is REAL as the physical-body and this physical existence and really start the actual process of creation, gifting life to ourselves and so all, as we start taking responsibility for this physical world/existence that we’ve for so long…too long abused to try/attempt to keep the Illusion ‘alive’.



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