Mind Aura-Scans Evolution: DAY 68
(To read this post, it
must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to
Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is
interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question
of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical
existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the
points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the
next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the
mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as
Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality
and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read
this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise
one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that
has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)
The
Origins of Males and Females - Part Twelve
Adam
and Eve – Part Sixteen
The
Chicken or the Egg??? – continued
How
the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued
Who
I Am as Money - continued
As mentioned in the previous post, we’re having a look at
the nature
of attraction more specifically in how it now exist within and as the Mind
within the Physical-Body within and between two Human Beings, with attraction
existent only between two unequal parts/beings/manifestations that is
attempting-to/trying-to equalize their mind and energy within themselves – and
thus, why and how relationships
had become dependent on Energy and EXPERIENCE,
instead of actual equal
and one living, of and as the growth, development and expansion of two
individuals walking/living/expressing together; but that relationships had
become an existence of competition
between inferiority and superiority, where individuals as the Mind is
attempting-to/trying to equalize the energies within and as their OWN MINDS.
I
forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to from the
beginning to now, in equality
and oneness with and as energy and substance, the mind and the physical
– see, realise and understand how:
In the beginning, with the interaction between the two
manifested-singularities with the Adam/Male singularity patterned/manifested
within and as the awareness
of and as the friction/conflict action ‘power and strength’ – related to the
power/amount of energy produced within the strength of the velocity of the
friction/conflict action. Where, the ‘power and strength’ was in relation to
the amount and velocity/speed of and as the friction/conflict action of and as
the Adam/Male-singularity’s manifested-awareness/existence that was more
oriented into its Adam/Male existence. And the Eve/Female singularity with its
manifested-awareness/existence being more oriented into its Eve/Female
existence as the circulation,
distribution and continuity/movement of and as the energies of the
negative, neutral and positive
would manifest the experience of and as fullness, flow, movement, grace – the
very experience of the “essence” of energy-itself, and thus the Adam/Male
singularity would manifest as the very experience of the “creation/design” of
energy-itself. Thus, when looking at the “experience”-dimension of the
attraction between the Eve/Female and Adam/Male singularities – the Adam/Male
singularity was thus attracted to the accumulative essence of and as the
Energies of and as the negative, to the neutral and the positive, and the
Eve/Female singularity attracted to the intensity/power/strength
resonant-experience of and as the Adam/Male singularities. Neither
seeing/realising/understanding; that both can in fact manage to access/become
the essence of energy and the creation/design of energy
as an experience; with the Adam/Male singularity simply moving ‘beyond’ its
patterned/manifested awareness into and as its Adam/Male existence and
accumulating its energies from the negative, to the neutral and to the
positive, and the Eve/Female singularity moving its awareness into and as the
action of the friction/conflict relationship to substance existent within its
Adam/Male existence. But, because that separation was existent within both –
within the Adam/Male singularity that patterned its awareness, beingness and
manifested-singularity to only exist within and as its Adam/Male existence as
friction/conflict; essentially manifested itself into an acceptance of “this is
who I am” and the allowance of “this is who I will always be”. The same with
the Eve/Female singularity that patterned its awareness, beingness and
manifested-singularity to only exist within and as its Eve/Female existence as
the circulation, distribution and movement
of and as energies; manifesting itself into an acceptance of “this is who I
am” and the allowance of “this is who I will always be” – and so within this
manifested-decision made within the singularities themselves: this is what they
became. In this, the nature of attraction within the context of experience,
thus manifested where the two singularities became aware of parts of themselves
within each other that they had not seen, realised or understood was existent
within and as themselves already – because of the separation
from themselves, and within that separation the acceptance and allowance of
who they are and will be.
In this, I forgive
myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, in equality and oneness
with and as substance and energy, the physical
and the mind, from the beginning to now – seen, realised and understood:
The interaction
between human beings within the nature of the “experience”-dimension of and
as Attraction,
where: In the Mind’s relationship to the human physical body – within and as
the immediate surrounding area of the human being – is manifested the
aura/presence of and as the mind’s existence within and as the physical body.
That an aura/presence of energy/frequency/vibration of Mind only exists within
the Physical Body immediate environment, because of our beingness separation
from the physical into and as the Mind, where: if we were to stand in absolute
equality and oneness with and as the physical body, this physical existence,
our existence would be here in equality and oneness; instead of our presence
only manifesting within a minute surrounding in our immediate environment.
Thus, I
forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself, to see, realise
and understand that with this aura/presence manifestation, what must be
understood is what our/my existence has become, is the Mind. And thus,
everything I experience is what the Mind in fact experience. This can be seen
within the interaction between two human beings within the context of
attraction in the “experience”-dimension of attraction, where two human beings
will within themselves have an “experience” towards each other which is
currently defined as being “attraction / sexual attraction”
as the energy-experiences within the Mind rise, and equally as one
affect/influence the physical body sensations of heart-beat and breathing which
has come to be defined within the context of “relationships
/ love”. When, what this
internal, initial Mind-experience within both / either one of the individuals
in fact is, is the attraction to/towards what it is within themselves that
they’re experiencing within another; or what it is that they haven’t seen,
realised in fact already exist within themselves.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see, realise and understand how this initial mind-experience within self
towards another, manifest when/as the human beings move physically
closer-together, and their Minds start experiencing each other’s
resonances/auras within the surrounding areas of and as their physical bodies.
Where their Minds become aware of the experience of each other’s
Auras/Presence. Now, within the Mind Consciousness
System manifestation in and as the aura/presence existence: within the very
resonance/ripples/reverberations of the Mind within the Physical: contain all
the information and energies of what the Mind Consciousness System consist
of/as exist. Thus, one can essentially say that the Aura/Presence manifestation,
from the Mind’s perspective is a manifested external database of itself, that
the Minds in the Physical use to “read” each other. Thus, when/as two human
beings manifest themselves in close proximity with each other the two Minds in
the Physical will read each other’s existence through “experience” –
“experience” which is the movement / resonance / ripples / reverberations of
each other’s Aura/Presence that contain the entire database
information/manifestation of and as the Mind Consciousness System. In this, for
example: Being A’s Mind’s Aura/Presence will merge with Being B’s Mind’s
Aura/Presence manifestation and in this merging, with each other’s
Aura/Presence/External Mind-Database – the ripples / movements / reverberations
will manifest from the Aura/Presence into and as each other’s Minds. Where –
the very ripples / movements / reverberations each exist within a unique design
so that as they move / ripple / reverberate into and as each other’s Minds,
Being A’s Mind, for example will scan and calibrate Being B’s Mind within itself
and in that scanning / calibration – cross-reference whether being B’s Mind
could be used / merged with, to expand / evolve its own systems, constructs,
programmes and designs. When/as Being A’s Mind assess that being B’s Mind hold
superior systems, programmes that Being A’s Mind can use to
evolve/expand/specify its survival with – Being A’s Mind will utilize the
resonances / ripples / reverberations it “experienced” / ‘that moved” into and
as itself – contain it within itself and vibrate it at a frequency that will
produce a vibration of the entire Mind Consciousness System that the human
being in the physical then experience with physical-sensations, heart-beat,
short breathing as a mind/physical “excitement” that manifests due to the
extent of the Mind’s integration and manifestation into and as the human
physical body, that the mind has come to possess/own and manipulate for its own
evolution and survival as Energy.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to in equality and oneness with and as substance and energy, the physical and
the mind, from the beginning
to now – seen, realised and understood how and why:
The Mind of and as Energy evolved, from the beginning of our
existence as manifested-singularities in our relationship as energy to
substance – where the relationship-forming
between two Human Beings as Minds, manifested for the interest of survival
as evolution of the Mind Consciousness System. Where the very “experiences” of
“attraction” human beings as Minds experience within themselves towards each
other – is thus not in fact an “experience” towards the human being as “who
they are” – but their existence as the Mind, where the two Minds are in
“experience” within themselves for the evolution of their own existence, and
thus in this – control the Human Being in and as their Conscious-Mind
relationship to the Physical-Body, that “experience” the sensations of
“attraction” as a prospective relationship/sexual interaction, when all the
while it is in fact the Mind directing the Human into and as a
particular-specific relationship/sex
for the benefit of its own survival.
In the next post we’ll continue with more detail regarding
the evolution of ourselves as manifested-singularities into and as the Mind’s
relationship to the Physical Body regarding the “experience” of attraction –
how and why we never questioned this ‘automatic’ experience that
suddenly/unexpectedly manifest within us, without our directive principled
decision, but literally blindly and ignorantly fell into it / as with “falling
in love” from “attraction” – where “love”
has come to be interpreted in the Conscious-Mind according to “experience”,
when it is in fact within the context of the existence of the entire Mind
Consciousness System as ourselves: the survival of and as the Mind itself. And
had in fact never anything to do with who we are with ourselves and each other
as actual beings, but everything to do with the Mind ensuring its survival and
evolution as Energy – all of which contributed throughout time, to the
consequences of the nature of relationships with ourselves, each other and
humanity as a whole.
I commit myself to
show – how and why, the “experience” of attraction within and as the existence
of ourselves as the Mind; is not in fact an “attraction” to/towards another
human being within the entirety of ‘who they are’, but what one in fact
“experience” as attraction is the manipulation of one’s Mind within and onto
the Physical-Body, when/as the Mind has assessed that the other human beings’ Mind
can be utilized to evolve its own existence for survival and will so activate
the entirety of itself with and as Energy/Vibration to manipulate the Human
into submission of energy experience to initiate the process of relationship to
sex, so that within and during Sex – the Mind can merge with the Mind of the
other human being and so successfully manifest the process of the evolution and
thus survival of itself.
(This merging of the
Minds within and during Sex is walked in detail within the “What is Sex?”
Interview-Series available on EQAFE)
In this, I commit myself to show – how and why most
relationships within existence do not/cannot stand, as the very reason/purpose
for relationships/sex from within and as the Mind, was only for the survival as
evolution of the Mind. And thus that the Mind in fact determines the nature and
time of relationships for as long as the Mind itself can benefit from the
relationship and sex for its continued existence/evolution/survival process.
And thus, with relationships being defined/existent within and as
“Energy-Experience” – why/how relationships had not in fact been anything
substantial within existence – because they’ve always only been focused on the
energy-experiences/possessions human beings can get/have within themselves,
from each other. Where, relationships had become possessions of experience
within and as our existence as the Mind, instead of an actual
agreement/commitment where individuals in fact grow, develop, expand and learn
from each other into and as aligning themselves and each other to
be/become/really contribute to the lives of others/this existence as a whole.
I commit myself to show, the consequences that has
manifested within the existence of relationships for the purposes/evolution of
the Mind – for ourselves, each other and humanity as a whole, where we
search/seek for relationships based on energy-experiences within ourselves,
where within this experience-definition of relationships within and as energy
as the Mind: we as human beings had devolved, because we have not in fact
throughout time, within our relationships – aligned ourselves in such a way
so as to really grow, develop, expand and learn within and as who we are
and how we live, but have only aligned ourselves within relationships for the
possession of an energy experience. And in that possession – entirely,
completely neglected the relationship with ourselves, who we are, our physical
bodies and so within and towards this physical
existence as a whole, as we have accepted and allowed ourselves to align
our living according to energy possessions/experience; and not in fact caring,
considering/regarding our relationship with anything/anyone else, let alone
ourselves. And thus why/how most of humanity do not in fact
care/consider/regard for the global consequences
that is existent on this Earth, as all that is cared for,
considered/regarded is our own possessions of energy experiences in our own
Minds.
I commit myself, to with writing,
self-forgiveness and self-corrective application, establish first an equal and one
relationship/agreement with me in equality and oneness with and as my
physical-body, so that I can develop trust with and as me when/as and within
making a practical, informed decision within approaching a prospective partner.
To so within this, ensure that I am not accepting and allowing myself to Be
influenced, Be controlled, Be directed within and as the Mind through
experience/energy; as I see, realise and understand that when/as I accept/allow
myself to be influenced, controlled and directed by/through the Mind of
energy-experience that I am not taking into consideration the actual practical
reality, the reality of the human being, because in and as experience – I
become possessed within energy. And all I will see is energy and in this energy
possession I cannot in fact make a practical reality informed decision within
myself and with another human being as me to really see who I am, who they are
and who we will/may/can be together in a committed relationship/agreement.
And if/as I am in a relationship – I commit myself to assist and support me, within and as
writing, self forgiveness and self-corrective application to ensure that within
and as my interaction with my partner, I do not accept and allow myself to play
the superiority/inferiority games
within myself towards them within the nature of relationship-dynamics where the
Mind simply seeks/search for energy, but that I always remain stable with
breath within speaking and interacting as my process of assisting and
supporting me to stop living through energy-experience as the Mind, but in fact
live here with and as me in and as my physical body, stopping energy-games, and
really get into learning what it means to live.
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