The Inception of Desire: DAY 73
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(To read this post, it
must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to
Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is
interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question
of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical
existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the
points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the
next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the
mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as
Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced
with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self
first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many
dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in
previous posts.)
The
Origins of Males and Females - continued
Adam
and Eve – continued
The
Chicken or the Egg??? – continued
How
the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued
Who
I Am as Money - continued
In and from this post, we’re going to have a look at the
relationship between Attraction, Love and Sex – in why and how the Mind, through Attraction which
manifest into the Experience
of ‘Love’ – motivate the Human Being into, as and towards the act of Sex, where the
Physical-Body process of merging within and during Sex, is equal-to and
one-with the merging of and as the manifested-singularities in the beginning. And
in this thus – why and how: the actual Purpose of and as ‘Attraction and Love’
is for one thing, and one thing only: SEX. In this, we’re going to have a look
at the very processes involved within and as the nature and act of Sex itself
within and between the Minds of the human beings regarding ‘Physical Sex’, and how
this relationship of Attraction, Love and Sex – manifest multi-dimensionally –
even to/towards Religion/Spirituality/Money/Consumerism;
where the exact same Mind-Processes manifest, as what manifest within and
during the Physical Act of Sex, regarding how we accept and allow ourselves to
be controlled/directed by energy experience for the ultimate ‘positive-energy
experience’ and the self and existential consequences/price we in fact pay for
the fulfilment of our own self-interested Desires.
I forgive
myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, from the beginning to
now, in equality and
oneness with and as substance and energy, the physical and the mind – seen,
realised and understood how:
From the Beginning, with the manifested-singularities
patterning the awareness
of and as the externalized ‘positive-energy experience’-interpretation of
equality, within and as their oneness Aura/Presence merging with and as each
other – this moment became one of the manifested-singularities primary purposes
when/as interacting with each other in the beginning within existence.
Where, initially the two manifested-singularities would move
into and towards each other within this merging process to experience the
externalized ‘oneness’ merging of their Aura/Presence and ‘equality’
positive-energy experience, but eventually both reached the negative-energy experience
friction/conflict within themselves that initiated their movement away from
each other into the depths of existence/substance and into the depths of their
beingness to again stabilize their energy-awareness within themselves. Where
this negative-energy experience friction/conflict manifested, as: within that
merging process/manifestation, remaining immobile within that one
position/location within existence – they were not continuing the movement
forward into the depths of existence/substance and inwards into the depths of
their beingness/substance to within the friction/conflict of the movement
forward and inward – maintain an equilibrium within the amount/extent of energy
produced. And so in that one position/location within existence without
movement forward and inward; the energies within their manifested-singularities
and their Aura/Presence molecules into infinity eventually diminished/lessened
to the extent where both manifested-singularities were driven into and as their
negative-energy experience friction/conflict. Which, when and as the two
manifested-singularities reached this point within themselves – from the
externalized positive-energy experience, to the absolute negative-energy
experience, they initially interpreted this moment between each other as an ‘End’,
from the perspective of not seeing/realising/understanding that they’d be able
to reach/attain the exact same positive-energy experience equality in their
oneness merging of themselves and their Aura/Presence, the moment their energies
had stabilized within themselves individually and could again ensue the merging
process of reaching/attaining that oneness and equality within and between each
other’s energies. But instead, the manifested-singularities, from that moment
of being/becoming
aware of the externalized positive-energy experience – they would continue
searching for/looking for Other manifested-singularities with which to
experience this Moment/Manifestation of oneness merging and equality
positive-energy experience, which for the Adam/Male singularity was far more
profound than for the Eve/Female singularity, as for the Eve/Female singularity
with already being constant within their own positive-energy experience
accumulation/manifestation; this externalized positive-energy experience
equality within their oneness merging was more experienced as a ‘doubled
accumulation’ of their already existent positive-energy experience consistency
within themselves. Whereas, for the Adam/Male singularity – with rarely
reaching/attaining as accumulating itself into and as the positive-energy
experience – this externalized positive-energy experience equality within their
oneness merging was more experienced as a ‘tripled accumulation’ of and as the
positive-energy experience it rarely accessed within its existence.
And so, I
forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to remember, see,
realise and understand how within existence what came to manifest within and
between all the manifested-singularities within the beginning – was all the
manifested-singularities merging randomly with each other into and as their
oneness of their Aura/Presence manifestation and the Equality of and as the
Externalized Positive-Energy experience; and the more and more they continued
within the interaction and participation as movement – the more and more and
more the awareness of and as this externalized positive-energy experience,
patterned and manifested into and as both the Adam/Male and Eve/Female
singularities beingness and manifestations, and became the primary Purpose and
Reason for and as their existence: that moment of merging into oneness and
experiencing the equality of and as the externalized positive-energy
experience.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to, from the beginning to now in equality and oneness with and as energy and
substance, the mind and the physical – remembered, seen, realised and
understood:
The inception of the manifestation of and as Desire that
emerged within and as the manifested-singularities in the beginning, where
their interaction and participation came to manifest/only be for that oneness
merging to manifest the externalized positive-energy experience; that that ‘awareness’
of and as the externalized positive-energy experience equality within the
oneness merging of themselves/their Aura/Presence patterned/manifested into and
as their beingness/manifestation as a ‘remembrance’. Because as they were
physically merged within that one location/position within existence,
experiencing that evolutionary positive-energy experience accumulation; which
was what energy’s main purpose/reason for its very existence had been within
the very individual manifested-singularities themselves, as had been walked –
in reaching/attaining that positive-energy experience. And now both
manifested-singularities as energy were experiencing an even more accumulation
of positive-energy experience within the oneness and equality merging. And thus
– energy-itself as the manifested-singularities, would within its very
awareness of and as that externalized positive-energy experience – drive/motivate
the Adam/Male and Eve/Female singularities into and towards the oneness and
equality within and between each other, to reach/attain/possess that
externalized positive-energy experience accumulation as its optimum
evolutionary energy-experience.
And this, thus manifested the beginning of Desire – as the
manifested-singularities as Energy became driven/motivated by/through their
awareness of and as the externalized evolutionary positive-energy experience
accumulation within and during their oneness and equality merging and
experience; and so equally as one became their Possession. As all that they
existed for and as, within their very beingness/manifestations of and as Energy
– was the attainment/possession/experience of and as that externalized
positive-energy experience; with Desire the driving/motivating force of and as
energy-itself, searching for and seeking for its evolutionary
possession/attainment/experience within and as the oneness and equality merging
of and as the manifested-singularities.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself,
to from the beginning to now, in equality and oneness with energy and
substance, the mind and the physical – seen, realised and understood how: The
manifested-singularities in and from the Beginning, accepted and allowed
themselves to be directed/controlled by and through energy-experiences /
energy-itself that had one purpose/reason within its very existence: The
survival of itself and the accumulation/attainment
of and as its ultimate experience as the positive-energy experience – which
evolved to its pinnacle within and as the oneness and equality merging within
and between the two manifested-singularities. That thus became the manifested-singularities’
primary reason/purpose for existing in the interaction and relationship
within themselves and between each other: the externalized positive-energy
experience manifestation. Which still to this day has become the human being as
Mind’s primary reason/purpose for and of their existence: the attainment/fulfilment
of and as the ultimate/evolutionary/pinnacle positive-energy experience – that had
come to manifest in multi-dimensional forms, such as relationships, sex, money,
spirituality, religion, consumerism; with human beings as Energy/Mind driven by
the Desire of and as Energy-itself for that One attainment/possession/experience
of and as the Positive.
In the next post, we’ll continue with having a look at the
statement “If you know the beginning – you know the End” within the context of
our relationship as Human Beings as the Mind to the Physical Body within and as
our relationship to Attraction, Love and Sex within and as Desire – where; Sex
had become the quantification of the process of Attraction, to Love to Sex in
that human beings have become manifestations of Energy as Mind that search/seek
for that ultimate ‘positive-energy experience’ Desire. And so Sex had simply
become the satisfaction of Desire of and as the Mind/Energy, equal-to and
one-with in the Beginning how the merging within and between the
manifested-singularities was simply the satisfaction
of Desire for and as Energy. And so within this – how we as Human Beings as
Minds, simply exist to satisfy Desire as Energy. And why and how within this:
we have become a humanity divided and separated to such an extent, that we do
not even know how to consider/regard
others as ourselves in equality and oneness, in even considering to commit
ourselves and our lives to a global solution – as our Desire for our own
Satisfaction of and as Energy had come to be more valued than life itself.
I commit myself to
show, how and why human beings would not consider committing themselves and
their lives, their very ‘who they are’ within themselves and their living, to standing as a
living example of life, for and as equality and oneness and walking within
that a practical eternal substantial solution within and as this world/earth
for and as all of humanity as self: simply because of accepting and allowing
ourselves to honour, regard, trust and respect the satisfaction of our own
energy-desires within and as our Minds – more than ourselves and life itself. And
so will continue in our lives, searching for and seeking for that pinnacle/optimum/evolutionary
positive-energy experience in all and every way possible, from relationships,
to sex, to
spirituality, to religion, to consumerism to money itself; possessed within and
as Desire as Energy/Mind/Consciousness;
where for us as human beings/Minds to commit our lives to Desire/Energy for
that ultimate ‘life experience’ – we in this compromise our relationship to
ourselves, our Physical-Bodies and so this Physical Existence as a whole, just
for one thing: the attainment/possession/experience of a Desire.
I commit myself to show, how human beings as the Mind/Energy
had come to interpret/perceive the experience of Desire as ‘life/living’ or as
the ‘reason for life/living’, when Desire is in fact the Mind/Energy of and as
the Human Being, driving
and motivating the Human Being in fear/fear of loss for and as its own
Survival and simultaneously driving and motivating the Human Being within and
as desire for Energy/Mind-itself to reach/possess/attain that ‘ultimate positive
energy experience’ within its life on Earth. This Desire existent within and as
human beings that’s been exploited by and as the current World-System of Money –
presenting various dimensions of the same thing: Selling Desires. And as such
human beings are internally and externally possessed by and through Desire,
within their own Minds and this World-System – within and as this possession,
completely/entirely blinded/ignorant by/as the manifested-consequences
their possession of Desire manifest within and towards their physical
bodies and this physical existence. As the more and more the Human as Mind
exist in Energy, the more and more the Physical deteriorate as the Mind/Energy
survive from and of the consuming of physicality, and the more and more Human
Beings participate in their Desires to/towards the World-System, possessed with
fulfilling their own material-possessions/money – the more and more human
beings, animals, this very physical existence deteriorate within the current relationship between the World-System of Money to
this physical-existence: where for some to have – others will not have; and
so only those with Money can fulfil their Desires and maintain their
Mind/Physical Possessions; as for them to have – the World-System of Money take
from and of the very lives of other human beings, this earth, the
animal-kingdom as the majority that suffers for the minority with Money to have/get/own/possess
their Desires.
I commit myself to, through writing,
self forgiveness and self corrective application – assist and support me to
release myself from and of my
Possession of and as Desire, as I see, realise and understand that as long
as I exist within and as Desire – I am a slave and so enslaved to and as
Energy-experience/Mind that simply use/abuse the very existence of me and my
physical-body to have/get/possess/own its optimum/evolutionary experience for
itself, and in this process – in no
way considering, regarding/caring for anything/anyone else but the fulfilment of
its own Survival/Evolution.
In this, I thus commit myself to transform Desire of Energy,
to the Will
of Life, where I walk out of the possession of energy and desire that had
come to limit, diminish and so manifest the consequences of me in my
relationship to my physical body and this physical existence; and stand as the
Will of and as Life,
where I align me into and as equality and oneness with me, my physical body and
this physical existence, to stand as a living example of what is/has been
missed as the potential of life, right here within and as each one of us, the potential
that exist on this Earth if/as human beings would stand up and stand
together for themselves and for all; what has been missed within and as our
limited possession of and as Desire as slaves to Energy/Consciousness/Mind.
