How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – Part One: DAY 18
Who I Am as Money – continued
In this post, we’re having a look at the evolution of the
Mind and the nature of the Human that has become an individual birthed into
this world – where the birthing is equal-to and one-with the ripening of the
child as the fruit of the ‘tree of life’ of this physical existence. With the
generational-lines of human-beings are equal-to and one-with the branches of
the ‘tree of life’ with the tree stump and roots being our connection/integration
into and as this Earth, where all of humanity together come from and live on
this earth/physical existence together.
However the nature of this ‘life’ of this ‘Tree of Life’
have become survival/competition and inequality – instead of all of us as
humanity being one Tree as equal parts of/as this Tree bearing fruit of/as
equality and oneness / Life/Living: we have been bearing fruit of survival,
competition/inequality where
our fruit as our children have become soured/rotten due to our accepted and
allowed separation from/of our equality and oneness with/as all as the entire
Tree as humanity, earth and this physical existence as a whole. And so our
fruit/children became equal-to and one-with what we’ve accepted and allowed
ourselves to become – survival, competition and inequality, where the fruit as
children developed into a lesser/unequal version of itself from what it
could’ve been – a rotten/soured fruit, instead of the lush, expression,
absolute evolutionary potential that it could’ve been.
So, with all of humanity coming from equal and one roots of/as
this physical existence (our human physical bodies – equal-to and one-with this
physical existence), existing from/protruding from the exact same stump as this
Earth (as we all live on this Earth together) – with our branches stretching
into and as all sorts of directions as our individual generational lines from
which we come and the fruits we bear from these branches of/as all the varying
generations as our children:
Why is this Tree of Life/Humanity not bearing into existence
fruit in equality and oneness that have an equal and one chance/opportunity to
ripen and express itself into/as its utmost potential as the children of this
world in their ripening into this world having the ability to ripen as evolve,
expand, grow and express themselves equally as one into/as their utmost
potential? But simply become fruit/children that within/during their ripening
process at the same time start rotting as this Tree of Life/Humanity with the
branches in tact simply leave its/their produce to their own vices/survival and
the fruit as the children come to nothing/no-one but rotting: serving no purpose
but ‘ripening to only rot’ / ‘living to die’?
Why has this Tree of Life/Humanity not birthed Life – where
all the fruit/children is assisted/supported to expand, learn, grow, develop
within ‘who they are’ and contribute to the
life/living/expansion/growth/development of the entire Tree of Life/Humanity –
not realising/seeing/understanding that even as a fruit/child birthed from the
Tree of Life/Humanity – that one fruit/child is still part of the whole, coming
from the whole?
Where have we as existence/the tree of life/humanity gone
astray in realising our responsibility is not only to ourselves/individualized
braches/individualized fruits, but the whole Tree in birthing Life for All, in
having equal and one opportunities for all fruits as children to express,
expand, develop, grow to their utmost potential and contributing within/during
that process to the expression, expansion and development and growth to the
entire Tree of Life/Humanity as a whole in equality and oneness?
Why do fruits as children only grow / ripen to at the same
time rot/come to nothing/no-one within/as ‘who they are’ as individuals as the
Tree of Life/Humanity as individualized branches extract resources from its
roots as the earth/this physical existence to be able to bear fruit – but
nothing/no-one from/of this entire Tree of Life/Humanity seem to
see/realise/understand that it’s part of the whole Tree – equal and one. But
all parts of the Tree of Life/Humanity have lost this equality and oneness, and
gone into absolute separation within/as the Tree itself – all the branches
separated, and the fruits that the branches bear separated. In this separation
– humanity/the tree of life, have become individualized separated parts
within/as the very tree itself and now only extract resources from the earth/physical
existence for its own individual survival as the branches and the bearing of
its own individualized fruits. In no way does the branches/generational lines
of human-beings and the fruit/children they bear contribute to the Tree as a
whole in equality and oneness, because all parts of the tree/humanity/children
are only concerned with extracting their own resources for their own survival
for the continuation of their generational-lines as their branches through the
fruits their branches bear.
But within this separation, the distribution of resources
from/of the earth through the roots into the branches to bear the fruit had
become unequal and some branches/generational lines of human-beings had taken
it upon themselves to extract more resources than other branches/generational
lines of human-beings in the production/producing of their fruit as children. And
so many fruits became underdeveloped, did not developed at all and the fruits
that did/do develop – manifested into and as sour, rotten fruits.
This is because the entire Tree of Life’s/Humanity’s
resources from/of the Earth/this Physical-Existence was not distributed
equally, and it created an absolute imbalance within the production of the
fruits/children that did come to bear – and those fruits/children would thus
become sour/rotten/inefficient in its growing/development process. Also
because, the resources that was used/channelled to those branches /
generational lines of humanity from/of the Earth/this physical existence was
not utilized to really assist/support the growth/development/expansion of the
entire Tree/Humanity as whole/this physical existence as a whole – but only
utilized in the nature of competition and survival. And so the resources were
not used to really nourish and sustain the equal and one development of
fruits/children and the growth/expansion/development of the tree/humanity and
this physical existence; but the resources itself had been tampered
with/changed/altered to only ensure/secure the survival of some parts of the
tree and its bearing of fruits. And because of the very
alterations/changes/impurity of the very resources itself – the very
fruits/children produced came out impure, altered, changed, incomplete because
the resources they did receive to grow/expand/develop was not in the interest
of themselves as fruit/a child within/as ‘who they are’- but only to exist
within the nature of competing and surviving. And so the fruits/children did
not/do not receive the required resources/sustenance to really
develop/grow/expand into/as their utmost potential and thus became sour/rotten
fruits that only into existence to survive and not really LIVE.
With the extent of the separation within/as this entire Tree
within/between all the branches and the bearing of fruits – had
created/manifested a Tree that does not provide equal and one opportunity for
all fruits to be borne within/as equality and oneness in reaching their utmost
absolute potential. The consequence of this separation, the competition of resources for survival and the alteration/changes of the very
resources to only sustain survival for some branches/fruits as humans and their
children - have manifested humans coming into this world as sour, rotten and
inadequate in developing in its most limited form due to the extent of
inequality/inefficiency in resource distribution and resources in themselves.
Equal-to and one with Humanity – where some generational
lines within this physical existence, take all of the resources from within/as
this physical existence for the survival of our their own generational lines as
children, not realising/seeing/understanding that for their generational lines
to continue bearing children as the continuation of only themselves: they’re squandering/limiting
the opportunity for other generational lines to develop and bear their children
into this world. And so – we’ve now come to an earth, a tree as humanity, where
the children that come into the world are rotten/sour/underdeveloped/inefficient/non-existent
and/or die before being born due to humanity not seeing/realising/understanding
how this survival/competition for resources in/as this existence has a
consequence not only to themselves and the children they borne into this world,
but to all as humanity and this physical existence as a whole.
So, within this post, we’re going to have a look at the
relationship of survival, competition and what we walked in the
previous post within the context of positivity/MORENESS. Where each individual
had been locked into the survival of only themselves as energy and
MORENESS/positivity of/as themselves within themselves – considering, regarding
only their owns self-survival as energy, extracting as much resources as
possible from/of substance/existence/physicality, transforming it into energy
for only themselves and the consequence of how this survival/competition for resources
of/as energy/MORENESS/positivity has manifested in the lives/development of
individuals and humanity and this physical existence as a whole:
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see/realise/understand how – in my separation of/as me from/of the
singularity from the whole, I in this MORE experience of me within/as positive
energy – became obsessed with/as me, myself and I only in experiencing MORE
of/as me within/as positive energy. Where I got this MORE experience of/as me
as positive energy – from the accumulation of my neutral experience of/as ‘only
me’ that accumulated from the extent of friction and negative energy experience
I generate through/by my constant/continuous separation from/of the whole as
me. That, essentially – for me to experience MORE of/as me as Energy, with the
MORE manifested from/of/as Positive Energy – I have to fuel/charge the friction
as negative energy experience to accumulate my neutral experience energy and
from there get/have my Positive-Energy experience as MORE of/as me as energy.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and
allowed myself to see/realise/understand how I have created/manifested myself,
within myself into/as a Reward-Based System, where the extent to which I can
generate/fuel/charge Negative-Energy from/of friction to/towards parts of me
within/as existence, that accumulate my neutral experience of/as ‘only me’ and
from the accumulation of neutrality manifest my Positive-Experience/Energy
of/as MORE of/as me within myself: that my reward for the extent of
friction/negative energy I can accumulate/manifest within me – is me
experiencing/getting/having my positive experience/energy of me having/getting
MORE of/as ME within/as myself. That I had become the reward of/as unto myself
through friction/conflict/opposition as negative-energy experience that I
take/extract from/of substance, from/of parts of me within/as existence – for
me to have my ‘reward’ as ‘only me’ as my positive experience of/as MORE of me
within/as myself.
In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed
myself to create/manifest/design myself into/as an individualized singularity
where my creation process of/as only me within myself as the singularity as
IGOD/EGO/JUDGE would create me into/as judgmental relationships of/as
negativity, neutrality and positivity within myself and to/towards all as me as
myself – within the nature/starting-point of: where/with who/what/how/when I
can take/get the most substance through creating friction/conflict for me to
experience my Reward of/as only me, within myself as MORE of/as me as
Positive-Energy/Experience.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
create/manifest/design me into/as an individual that only consider my own
survival within/as myself as a singularity – not seeing/realising/understanding
my interconnection/roots/equality and oneness with/as all parts of/as me as the
whole, but within/as my accepted and allowed separation, instead used/abused
all parts of me within/as existence – individualized them within myself into/as
relationships of negativity, neutrality and positivity deliberately, judging
all relationships/parts through me as Judge based-on how much substance I can
get from those parts of/as me within existence, through my conflict/separation
as manifested-friction to/towards them for me to reward myself within myself
with my own accumulation of positive-energy experience as me experiencing MORE
of/as me only.
And so, in this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and
allowed myself to manifest me into/as an Energy-Entity only seeking/searching
for its own survival/MORENESS as positive-energy experience – competing against
myself as all as me within/as existence, for me to get/have/extract the MOST
substance through conflict/friction to transform it within myself into/as MORE
Energy within/as me as positivity.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and
allowed myself to see/realise/understand how – for me to have the MOST
substance, to transform into Energy – I have to generate/create/manifest the
MOST friction/conflict within/towards my world/others as me, for me to
experience/have/get the MORE of/as me as positive energy within myself as my
own reward of/as myself unto myself only. That the Reward of/as me,
experiencing MORE of/as me as positive energy experience – equals the MOST
conflict/friction within me to/towards my world as me. And, thus – those that
have the ability to generate/create/manifest the MOST friction/conflict, will
get/have the MOST Energy-experiences within themselves and experience MORE
of/as themselves, and this thus the
competition with/between all within existence as me: who can generate the MOST
friction/conflict to get/have the MOST energy-experiences within themselves as
positivity to experience MORE of/as only themselves.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
become a child in and of this world that perfect the skills of manipulation for
the survival of myself as Energy and the experience of me as MORE of/as me as
positive-energy: Man – I – Pull – Elevation – the “I” as me, pulling “Man” as
human-beings within my world/reality to/towards my whim / beck and call to
elevate me within myself into/as the accumulation of/as positive-energy
experiences, where through/in this ‘pulling’ as bending others to my whim/beck
and call create/manifest the necessary conflict/friction for me to get from
them that which I want, need and desire to fulfil my positive-energy experience
within myself to my satisfaction/saturation.
In the next post, we’re continuing with How the Fruit of
Life became Rotten – Part Two, where we’ll be walking the specifics of how we
as children have become energy-demons, that create/manifest deliberate
conflict/friction within our world/reality to/towards others, for the purposes
of our own Reward as personal experience of/as positive energy. Within this,
the relationship of children and parents and how parents instil this relationship
of manipulation, deliberate conflict/friction within the context of ‘Reward’ as
the ‘Positive’ within the child themselves, and what is used by the parent to
teach the child such a nature of beingness/behaviour, where life becomes about
manipulating for rewards as self-survival, instead of living in/as equality and
oneness. Thus, in essence – how our Tree of Life/Humanity has been bearing
rotten/soured fruit, instead of fruit reaching their utmost absolute potential.
I commit myself to - through
writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application – stand as a living
example as me, as being a part of the Tree of Life of Humanity, in
aligning who I am and so my living of/as who I am to equality and oneness, in
considering/regarding not only me – but me as all within/existence as the
entire Tree that I am a part of. And to as this living-example, assist/support
others to walk with me in aligning themselves into/as equality and oneness
with/as the Tree of Life/Humanity/this Physical Existence, so that one by one –
each part of the Tree come together and stand together within considering/regarding itself as equal
and one part of the whole, so that we may each individually and together –
transform/change the Tree of Life/Humanity to one that Lives and bears
fruit/children that may reach/express/live to their utmost potential.
In this, I commit myself to –
transform/change this World-System of Money as me, to stand as a Resource that
gifts to all within this physical-existence an equal and one dignified life,
where children come into this world and has a certainty of a life of living and
reaching their utmost absolute potential as living beings, as part of the Tree
of Life/Humanity/this Physical Existence.
I see/realise/understand that if each human being/all the
generational lines of humanity is accepted and allowed to continue within
survival and unequal distribution of resources so that some can survive / have
the most – and others less and nothing, the Tree of Life/Humanity/this physical
existence that I am a part of will be destroyed/ruined/depleted and that many
full suffer under the survival of just a few.
And so, in this – I commit myself to assist/support others
as me, to see/realise/understand with me – that, if we don’t come together and
stand together in
stopping/changing/transforming our natures of survival and competition to living
equality and oneness: it is not only us that will bear the consequences – but
all as ourselves as humanity/this earth and this entire physical existence. And
so, we have to as all the parts of the Tree of Life/Humanity/this physical
existence, align our relationships from separation, inequality, competition and
survival to living equality and oneness here, taking responsibility for
ourselves and for all as ourselves to be/become living examples.
And so, in this – I commit myself to lead the way for all
of/as the Tree to come together and stand together, so the Tree may bear fruit
of Life – instead of soured/rotten fruit, underdeveloped fruit and fruit that
have/had no opportunity to come into existence because of the accepted and
allowed nature of separation, inequality and competition of resources. So, I commit
myself to transforming/manifesting this
World-System of Money into/as a system of equal and one resource distribution
that present all with an equal and one life of living on this Earth that can
focus on developing/expanding/growing LIFE, and no more be focused on creating
energy-demons of children that becomes skilled in manipulation tactics and
greed that consider, regard only their own survival at the cost of all within
this existence.
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