God’s Creation-Software Revealed: DAY 21
How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – Part Four
Who I Am as Money – continued
In this post, we’re walking the multi-dimensional
manifestation of ourselves as the ‘rewards-based system’, from the beginning of
our existence, to the evolution of ourselves as energy/Mind within and the
creation of ourselves as this physical-existence and the World-System without.
How, since the beginning – we’ve created/manifested
ourselves into a
self-rewarding consumption of energy system, through transforming substance
into energy through friction/conflict as negative-energy. And how, with each
individual being as self – accepting and allowing such an
existence/interaction/communication of conflict/friction as negative-energy –
had driven ourselves and existence into the nature of competition for survival
of ourselves as Energy. Where, the one’s that can generate/instigate the most
conflict/friction in moments of interaction – would win the self-reward of
positive-energy accumulation, and the one that lose, will experience little to
nothing energy accumulation within themselves, and essentially ‘lose energy’
within the fight for energy in moments of conflict/friction. Equal-to and
One-with how we’ve created the World-System of Money and the interaction of individuals
within that System, where:
The World System itself – would instigate the most
conflict/friction as negative-energy experience to/towards all within this
physical existence, to accumulate its self-reward as positive-energy experience
in the form/representation of Money – in the competition between the
World-System of Money and this physical-existence: the World-System is winning
in its accumulation of Money through initiating conflict/friction as
transforming physicality into Money.
And within the interactions of individuals within the
World-System itself – competing against each other, hoarding together into
various groupings with similar/the same ways/means/methods of initiating
conflict/friction to/towards parts of/within this physical existence to
generate negative-energy for the accumulation of positive-energy within/as
themselves. In the groupings, such as the nuclear family systems – the parents
prepare the children in becoming energy-consumption machines as self-rewarding
systems through specific ways/means/methods of initiating conflict/friction in
their world/reality. In this internal preparation, preparing the children,
equal-to and one-with how they were prepared –
for their external living, to initiate conflict/friction in their
relationships within the World-System of Money, to get/extract/have the MOST
Money as their externalized money-consumption self-rewarding process; not
seeing/realising/understanding the consequence of them, alone –
getting/extracting/having the MOST Money within the World-System, on this
actual physical existence and the lives/futures of beings/manifestations
from/of this physical existence.
What rots away within the children – because it’s not being nurtured,
developed, enhanced or cultivated: is their beingness/essence/innocence, ‘who
they are’. Because what replaces it is transforming them into
energy/money-consumption machines within themselves and their living, founding
their existence on competition for survival – instead of living their
beingness/expression in/as equality and oneness. Thus, essentially –
children become rotting fruit in the Tree of Life/Humanity throughout their
lives, as they are not given/gifted the opportunity to an absolute life of
absolute living as the parents train the children to compete, within themselves
and towards others/this physical existence in the ‘game of survival’ that we
have conditioned this existence into and as. Where, instead of children being
the future of this existence – contributing to the life on/of earth in equality
and oneness: children have become copies of the past, passing on the
skills/tactics of competition and survival, with the consequence of this being:
some win and most lose. To where we are now within this physical existence –
producing rotten children, created a rotting physical existence with a minority
reaping the rewards of energy within and money without and the majority losing
in this game of survival – rotting away themselves, and this physical existence
as a whole.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself, to
create/manifest a physical existence/World-System in my image and likeness –
that only exist within the starting-point of its own survival in competing
against the very physical-existence for its own survival, through inflicting/inducing/instilling
deliberate friction/conflict as negative-energy experience, to transform
physicality into Money as the nature of this System as a self-rewarding
money-consuming machine – at the expense/cost of this physical-existence and
lives/futures of individuals/manifestation within/as/of this physical
existence.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and
allowed myself to see/realise/understand the consequence of me as my creation
of myself within and without, where I birth into this
physical-existence/World-System – not to contribute to the equal and one
living/honouring/respecting of this very physical existence and the
lives/futures of/as all as me, but to prepare myself to compete for my own
survival as an internalized energy-consuming machine as self-rewarding system
for positive-energy experience within, and my survival as an externalized
money-consuming machine as self-rewarding system for the positive-energy
experience of/as Money.
In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed
myself to create
groupings / nuclear family systems – not as groupings into which I would’ve
been born that assist/support me unconditionally in my development,
growth/expansion as an individual, equal-to and one-with the whole to contribute
to the living/expression/experience of all equally as one in this existence:
but to train into me Within-Myself the skills/tactics and approach to/towards
this entire physical-existence as me. To with these skills/tactics
generate/create/manifest the MOST friction/conflict as negative-energy
experience, to get/extract/have the MOST positive-energy experience within
myself as my internal self-surviving preparation of consuming energy from/of
others as winning the competition between parts of/as me in
conflict/friction situations/interactions for me to get the MOST energy within
myself. This internal self-surviving preparation of winning the self-reward
of/as positive-energy experiences through/within competition of moments of
conflict/friction as negative-energy experience, where I take/get/extract the
energy generated within such moments of conflict/friction and experience my
MORENESS within/as myself: is the preparation for my external self-survival in
the World-System of Money. Where I become an individual, that can have no
regard, consideration, respect or equal and one relationship with any parts
of/as me – as I must use those very parts of/as me to deliberately
create/manifest friction/conflict to/towards others/this physical existence to
get/extract/take the MOST energy/Money for me, and only me for my survival in
the World-System. And for me to get/extract/take the MOST Money as my
self-reward as money-consuming machine as winning the game of
survival/competition to/towards parts of/as me within existence: the rest
lose/get nothing.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
create/manifest groupings within this physical-existence, where – within those
groupings, individuals are trained with the necessary
survival skills of competition – competing against everything/everyone else for
their own self-reward of positive-energy within, and money without. Where – as
with in the beginning, I did not see/realise/understand the consequence I was
creating in my relationship with/as all as me, as I separated myself into and
as a manifested-singularity from the whole; for me to experience my awareness
of/as only me as energy, I transformed substance into energy through
friction/conflict as negative-energy experience, and became further oblivious to
this consequence as I shifted my awareness into/as the layers of me as
neutral-energy experience of/as ‘only me’ to positive-energy experience of/as
MORE of/as me. The MORE of/as me there is to experience, the more
friction/conflict I had to instigate/initiate, the more I was transforming
substance into Energy for ‘only me’ / ‘my survival’ / ‘my empowerment /
powering’ of/as Energy as me. Instead of creating with/as the substance of here
as
equality and oneness with/as all – I have been using/abusing/consuming it for
my own interest, ownership of my energy, for my own reward of energy, for my
own survival. And so, I had manifested me into an individual/singularity of/as
self-interest, with this ‘self’ as energy-manifest, interested in only its own
survival and competing for that survival against everything/everyone else
through friction/conflict as negative-energy generation. Instead of me as an
individual, being part of and standing equal-to and one-with all,
living/expressing through with and as substance in/as equality and oneness –
instead of using/abusing/consuming it for my own, ownership of interest that I
accumulate as Energy.
And so I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed
myself to throughout time – transform substance into energy through consumption
within friction/conflict, for me to self-reward myself with Energy/Power –
considering/regarding the empowerment of only me, instead of the empowerment of
living of all in/as equality and as oneness as me as substance.
In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed
myself to create/manifest the World-System of Money and the interactions of all
within and as the World-System of Money, in my image and likeness of who I am
within myself and my interactions with/as all of existence as me, where:
The World-Systemof Money consume this very physical-existence/physical lives as
substance-manifest – transforming it into Money for/of its own interest, as
ownership of Money as survival/empowerment/powering of only itself through/as
Money – not seeing/realising the consequences of this, in consuming
Substance/Physicality into/as Energy/Money: where the more and more I transform
substance into energy as physicality into money – the less and less
substance/physicality remain. Because instead of me/us existing in equality and
oneness with/as substance, creating/expressing/living with/as substance –
instead of me/us existing in equality and oneness with/as this physical
existence, creating/expressing/living with/as this physical existence: me/we have
been consuming/using/abusing substance/physicality transforming it into
energy/money for the evolution of the Mind/System. Creating the technology of
systems - instead of the
technology of Life. Instead of us being gods/programmers creating Life as-ourselves
as starting-point in/as equality and oneness, we’ve become gods/programmers
creating systems of ourselves that consume life/ourselves for its own survival
as systems.
In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed
myself to be/become a parent as god/programmer/creator of/within/as this
physical-existence – that create myself into/as the child, as a system that would consume life,
substance, physicality within/as this physical existence for its own survival
as an energy-consuming machine, based within a self-rewarding nature of
interest, ownership, powering of/as only itself with its consequential
relationship of
competition as friction/conflict to/towards all of existence as itself, in
consuming/using/abusing the very lives/futures/physical-existence of all as
itself within/as this existence. Equal-to and one-with what I have accepted and
allowed myself to be/become as god/programmer/creator of me into/as a system
that have throughout time, used/abused/consumed substance/physicality to transform
into energy for only me, my ownership, my powering/empowerment of/as only me as
energy as a self-rewarding, self-interested being that accumulate/consume
energy from/of all as me through competition as friction/conflict to/towards
all as me within/as existence.
I see, realise and understand that I have accepted and
allowed myself to be/become a god/programmer/creator of me into and as an
energy-consuming system, which has consumed substance/physicality for the
survival of/as only me through competition, because I did not stand within/as
the starting-point of me in/as equality and oneness with/as all as me to create
with, in equality and oneness – all as me as substance in equality and oneness.
Thus, I commit myself to – reprogram myself as god, creator,
programmer through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application,
to re-establish my starting-point within/as equality and oneness with/as all as
me, so that I become a programmer/creator of Life, evolving the technology of
Living – instead of the
evolution of systems that use/abuse life for its own survival.
In this, I commit myself to – as
I reprogram myself into/as a programmer of Life/Living within me, to reprogram
the World-System of Money as me, into a system that will ensure the equal and
one life/living of/as all within this physical-existence as me, and with
me standing as a living-example – all the life/living programmers, can come-together and stand-together in evolving the technology of life/living through/as our
living and so our creation of/as ourselves as the World-System into/as what
will be best for all.
I see, realise and understand that I have programmed/created
my Mind Consciousness System with me as programmer/god, where I created my Mind
in the interest/empowerment/powering of/as only me as energy – as the System
that ensures only my survival as energy through consuming/using/abusing all as
me in the relationship towards all as me within competition as the nature of
friction/conflict to generate energy for only me, and reward only me with my
own empowerment/powering of/as energy. That I have in this –
created/programmed/manifested the World-System in my
image and likeness, that use/abuse/consume physicality/substance in
transforming it into/as Money for/as only itself, its own empowerment/powering
of/as Money in its relationship of competition as conflict/friction to/towards
all within/as this physical existence. Where I within, as with my creation
without had become manifestations that ruin, destroy, kill and murder life/living
– for our own survival as energy/money.
In this, I commit myself to – stop, change and transform me
as starting-point programmer/creator through
writing, self forgiveness and self corrective application, into and as a
programmer/creator that establish my equality and oneness within/as myself,
through taking my program/creation as my Mind Consciousness System as
energy-consuming machine/system – into and as system of living/expressing in/as
equality and oneness with me, my physical and eventually all as me within/as
this physical existence, that go from consuming life/living – to actually
living/ gifting life, as I gift life/living to me in
establishing my relationship with me and all as me in/as equality and oneness.
As I stop/change/transform me from using/abusing/consuming life through/as my
Mind Consciousness System, to a living being of/as equality and oneness, I
commit myself to stand in changing/transforming this World-System of Money into/as a System that gift life to all – stopping its current relationship of
consuming/using/abusing as ruining, destroying, killing and murdering the
lives/futures of all within/as this physical existence as me.
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